Yesterday was the most quiet happy day because of something happen. But at the same time 'the something' is the first thing happen in my life. I mean this something is so heavy. I mean the responsible is heavy for me. But at the same time I was mad. At someone.
Today the 'one' is having a big day and he lock himself in his or something that make me worry like hell. I asked his friend about him but, didn't get what I want. Maybe I should give him sometime..

First time a boy call me and make me feel like, ARH!!!!!! I mean he has the mature voice make me so in to him. I never feel this glad before. Maybe the glad is not the first time. This thing become serious as I said about comic. I said I have many comic and I asked him if he like comic too. And he like on of my favorite comic. I mean I just bought it. A month ago.
He willing to come from his house to my house. I mean he is from bercham and i live at epoh. Quiet far. And the words that I cannot ever forget are:
HE: So where is the way to your house?
ME:Erm,,,,maybe you could use the highway. But maybe that maybe so far away.
HE: I DON'T CARE HOW FAR..

Wow!!!IS that for real or just because just to rent my comic. I'm still guessing it. But,,,,I don't really convenient with my feelings.I hope he will not destroy my heart...

for you information, today i saw one show. that show is so interesting because they make a list about what they want to do before they die. i mean they make a list with full of like impossible things to do. like join the play boy party. or make a speech at a stranger's wedding. they also help people along their ways.
that make me realize that we have only one life. real life is not a game. so maybe i should make list too. so think about it.

I have been obsess with it lately. I mean I like the twins in harry pother. George and Fred or real name as James and Oliver Plelps. But I don't know who I want to get to read.

I mean now is holiday. huhu