Assalamualaykum and happy Friday~

Before i start anything, a bit of disclaimer, i mean, a huge one, I AM NOT AN EXPERT. This is just base on my research and experience. Then, if you think this routine is suitable for all skin type, NO. To be damn FLAWLESS, NO! To be fairer, also a HUGE NOOO! Lastly, this is not a routine that require A WEEK OR A MONTH, it needs more time and patience. Also, COMMITMENT! CONSISTENCY! Yeah, a friendly reminder, you do need some budget. Trust me, skin care is as expensive as make up. Sometimes, A LOT MORE EXPENSIVE. Ok, lets begin.

Firstly, please please identify your skin type. Is it oily, combination, dry, sensitive, acne prone.



Then, do some brief research about your own skin. Mine, oily and and acne prone skin. I get hormonal acne easily especially during my period or stressful week. Yes people, there are different types of acne. I mean, you must differentiate between pores, white and black heads, acne and whatever that is on your face.



Most of the acne is cause by bacteria that is why some people would take some kind of anti bacteria pills and such for acne problem. If you the kind of person who seldom get acne or just a certain areas, identify the areas. Trust me, it would be helpful to curb your acne problem. Sometimes, since you change to a new shampoo, a lot of acne on your forehead, if your acne is more chronic on your left or right cheek, probably due to you sleep on that either side more often. In order to curb it, change to a new shampoo or whatever..

I personally have acne more on my right cheek because i sleep on my right side often. I am not that rajin to change my pillow case everyday or every week, so i would put a piece of small cloth ( a thin and breathable) on my pillow. I wouldnt have to change my pillow case everyday but i would wash that cloth every week or every 4-5 days. Sometimes i would just terbalik kan the cloth :') Yet again, its up to you.

Ok, moving on. Secondly, do some research about the product you want to use. What i did, i find what is good for my skin, then i do the research about the ingredients THEN only i find myself the products. You would be surprise of what kind of product that existed and good for your skin.

Then, make yourself a routine. Be consistent with it at least 3 months or until you are out of the product. Aint nobody got lot of cash.

I am not here to say, "Eat healthy, Drink a lot of water, Avoid oily foods, Dont stress up, Avoid bla bla..." As a student, i understand how busy, stressful and just everything about not being able to do so. It is all up to you, if you expect the results fast, do drink a lot of water and eat healthy foods and such. One of the reason of my late result was due to the bla bla bla that i ignore.

Here is my routine, the products that i used for the pass almost 3 months. And some suggestions too.

I wake up every morning, i wash my face with this .



and i used this to wash my face,



Then, i would dry my face with tissue paper, seriously, avoid using towel even if it is towel face.

Tone your face with any toner you love. Honestly, i dont really have a favourite. For me, as long as it suits your skin type, then it is alright. What i am using right now is the first picture, the second picture is what i wanted to use but im waiting for the first one to finish first.





i would recommend this too.



But, please, it depends on your budget and your skin type~

Then, i would moisturize my face with this and added sunblock too. Seriously, sunblock is important! It would reduce your winkle when you get older.


I let my face dry a bit, i would apply some powder to avoid my face look too oily. If you dont like your face to feel watery, i dont recommend the biore sunblock. The reason i choose watery essence sunblock because it is easier for me to take my ablution (wuduk) during class break.

If i feel like doing it, i would apply the moisturizer after the prayer.

If you feel your skin is drying, just apply it. It is important to keep it hydrated. For my high pigmentation, due to acne scars and such, i used this in certain areas.



At night before i sleep, i would scrub my face daily. With this,


Just gently scrub your face. I love it because it is not harsh, and the main ingredient is salicylic acid. It if good for acne prone skin.

Then, i would tone my face with the same toner. Then i apply this acid. 3 drops, forehead, left and right cheek.


Lastly, i apply oil on my face. 3 drops~ The oil id the combination of olive oil and the rosehip seed oil. You can get the olive oil from any supermarket. I know people use it for cooking ;) Make sure it is extra virgin olive oil~ The rosehip oil, any brand could do. Find the one with reasonable price.

Thats it!

For someone with skin like me, salicylic acid, lactic acid, AHA BHA, rosehip seed oil, olive oil helps A LOT! Especially to reduce the scars. Dont expect for no pimples forever or a week of changes. No no no no noooo. Your skin barrier is genius, dont doubt it so treat it well~ IF you only have problem as certain area, do find a product in small quantity and apply at that area only! If you have extra money, meet the dermatologist. They might recommend you a better products. Like i said, i am not an expert. This works for me.

About mask, honestly, i am not that rajin lah to wear. What i would recommend, clay aztec mask plus apple ciger. It smells like nightmare but it smoothen your skin. DOnt expect for it to peel your acne and such. Wash it gently with warm water. It might work because i see a lot of reviews about it but i dont really apply it weekly so, im not sure.

Yes, why I DONT RECOMMEND ANY LOCAL PRODUCTS??? BECAUSE MOSTLY ARE TRASH! Seriously.

At first i tried nurraysa soap, i used like 4 bars of it, nothing. I tried this serum, noufa or apatah its brand, 3 bottles, nothing. FYI, each bottle cost rm40 after discount LOL

What i love it but its not my favourite is kak maria's products.
I purchased it and honestly, i love both spray and the toner a lot. I would purchase it again after current products finish. One of the reason why i like it, because it cost a bit. SUMPAH MURAH. The products are organic, no chemical harsh and such.

I wanted to use organic products only but most of the one i tried were not working for me and it cost a fortune for one. That is why i decided to use the chemical products THATS WHY I DID MY RESEARCH ABOUT IT FIRST!

Please people, the products that show a huge differences in less than a month could contain mercury and harsh chemicals without you realizing it. I am not accusing but it might be. It is just a friendly advise.

Yeahhhhh lastly, before changing products, do rest your face at least a week, avoid applying the whole face for the first time, try am area to ensure it does not cause any effect on your skin. Andddd, justtttt a friendly advise, again, take a break from all the make up. I rest my face for a long time, make up for only event attending. Even on a date, i avoid applying foundations.

Still, its up to you~ Its your own skin.

I am not saying that the products is the only reason for my better skin, alhmdulillah God allows my skin to improve. Seriously, now, my skin is healthier and much clearer. It took 2/3 days for my acne swollen to cool down now. I am still working on it.

Last last last, you are beautiful no matter with or without the clear skin. I found a guy that look through me instead of only physically.

We started dating while my face was breaking out. LOL


now my skin is soo much better but i dont have the picture right now. If you followed me on my ig, you know how much it does to me. :)

thank you for reading until this very end!! Hope some of the tips are helpful~

This is my improvement~

Let me make things clear, I am 20 yo.

Ive been in those stages and trust me, A LOT OF REJECTIONS. LITERALLY A LOT! I had been rejected a lot. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

When i was about 5 years old, i had a crush on this guy name Annas. SEE PEOPLE! I F* REMEMBER HIS NAME! I never told anyone because i was a freaking small child for God sake (LOL). I had this girl group of 3 girls but we split up classes the next year, and one of my friend.............. end up with Annas. I mean, they were holding hands and such even as children. I moved on because well, i thought things would turn out better BOYYYY I WAS WRONG (lol).

Then, it came to a stage where having a boyfriend seems FUN! Yeah people, i was that naive. Forgive me... So, i randomly dated this guy who was 3 years older than me. I NEVER THOUGHT 15YO BOY WOULD ACTUALLY FALL FOR IT. Yeah, i was 12 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I ended it because it occurs to me things are ridiculous.

2011, i entered a mixed school. I was in all girls primary school so it was strange to be in a mix class. There was this chinese look guy who, unfortunately turned out to be my f* first love :') My biggest heart broke. HAHAHAHAHAA fyi, after all those drama, we literally go to the same collage but different courses. Such a small world :')

While i had my high school life, well, too much dramas -,-

Summering it..

Like A LOT OF GUYS that gave me fake hope :) Some of them would show effort then left me out, some would show some affection but THEY TURNED OUT TO LIKE MY BEST FRIEND HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I reached a point where, i dont even know if i should be a straight person :') I had a lot of disappointment with guy related things. Well, at least i know that i am someone who must approach the person myself. Maybe there was where my courage exist.

A friend of mine once said, "Let the guy approaches you first". Well, for someone who is as popular, brilliant and pretty, yeah you deserve that, not me. I am just the girl next door. Who wouldnt realize she existed until she went out from her house.

I had that once, he was special. I mean, at least he taught me a lot during our unofficial journey together. That even if the guy came to you, he was just another lesson. Yet, he got me stuck for about 3 years ;)

Yeah, i ended my high school love story with someone who.... TURNED OUT AS ANOTHER FUCKING HEART BROKE. HAHAHAHAHAHA I LEARNT THAT

No matter how long you stay, they left.

No matter how loyal you stay, they left.

No matter how much effort you gave, they left.

No matter how much you loved, they left.

No matter how much you want they to stay, they left.

No matter how much you tried to make it right, they left.

No matter what you are, you try to improve, IT IS NEVER ENOUGH TO MAKE THEY STAY.

I was considering about girls. hurm.... HAHAHAHAHA

Let me just give it another chance.

17 and living my matriculation life.

I had crushes. I mean, i mingled with less guys because IVE HAD ENOUGH. I guess, at least crushes would be safe. BOY I WAS FUCKING WRONG AGAIN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Let me tell you why, WHY HAVING A CRUSH PUN TAK BOLEH!

First case,i like this guy who was in the same lecture hall. I ONLY KNEW HIS NAME (not even his full name) and his class, i didnt even knew his id or whatever lah even i liked him. I JUST LIKE TO SEE HIM. THATS ALL!

I told my friends about him sometimes and one of his classmate was my friend, lets just call her N. N was okay but N's best friend who ALSO LIKED HIM, well this b* told him about ME. idk what she said but that made him 'avoid' me.

People, i only knew his name by what people called him, NOT HIS FULL NAME OR ID OR HIS CLASS SCHEDULE OR HIS FAV WHATSOEVER. The way he avoided me like i was a stalker. By the end of the sem, i asked for ONE PICTURE JE. His smile, FAKE NAK MAMPOS!

Oh yeah, he end up with dat b* and they BROKE UP. Why? IDK BUT LET ME PULAK ASSUME ABOUT THEM, THEY DESERVED IT!

Then, the next sem, i liked this guy, assuming he was different because at least he treated me like a friend. YES, I JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS. People around us just, never satisfied with the word 'friend'. Well, not my people, his people. When his friends started to call us a thing for fun, he OF COURSE LAH STARTED TO AVOID ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I DIDNT SEE THAT COMING AT ALL -_-

By the end of the sem, i had crush on this freaking tall guy who turned out to be the next jerk~ Let's just save it lah. Of course lah he treated me like i am a stalker while all i know was his name by what people call.

idk people love to assume me a stalker as i tried to be a friend. yeah i like you at first impression but that does not make me as a stalker nor someone who fucking loves you. Get over yourself... NO WONDER LAH MOST OF THEM ARE STILL SINGLE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA WHO IS THE JOKE RIGHT NOW?!

ok sorry emo.

By september 2017, i started my whole new journey.

I did not hope for a new guy, and yeah, i dont want to be a lesbian too because as a girl, i know how messed up a girl is. Handling myself is hard enough, so just be in love with myself jelah.

Well, God plans well. I met H. The end <3