Assalamualaykum Alhamdulillah

Have you think about your relationship? I mean, no matter with anyone, a friend or family or anything. I always think about it. Love to human, no matter how much you swear it will last forever, last INFINITY but actually only love of Allah can last INFINITY.

I mean, just look around you. Who keep with their only partner? I mean, only stick with that person? Even me, i keep on finding myself with the wrong guy. I made mistakes. They say, we just need to keep on finding The One. For me, i give up because i don't want to be break again and again. Just wait for the right moment that Allah already set for me to meet The One.

Right now, have you even had any thoughts about how long it will last? How long this friendship will last? How long everything will last? Is it until yesterday or a short period than that? Anything can happen even in a blink of eye.

That's why we must learn to appreciate each and every moment of that relationship. Sometime we fight, so that we can see our mistakes and improve it. Sometime we laugh and smile because we are happy with who we are. Sometime we had to be break so that we know who is there for us and who is not.

Every cloud have its silver line.

Everything happens for reason.

Allah is the Best Planner.

Nothing last forever except Allah.

Sometime it is hard to let go but every storing have its own ending.

I am learning to accept each and every bit of fate. Insha Allah i will master it soon.

A goodbye is just a sign for a new hello. So, have faith!

But you can make a relationship last infinity if you pray to meet in Jannah.

A friendship, a husband and wife relationship and a family reunion. Anything is possible in the end. Allah is Fair so, you just need to ask him. Insha Allah he will grant it.

Let Allah live infinity in out heart and soul. Start with the love of Allah then we deserve to love the others. Insha Allah together we change that.

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

KL also known as Kuala Lumpur. I just came back from KL because my parents had to deal with something something. I am not sure what is the thing but what i mean sure there was an election at PWTC.

Well, i got some story to share~

So, yesterday as we arrived in KL i was mesmerize by the city itself. I was quite awhile since the last time i visited KL. Along the way to the hotel, i saw two 'mak nyah' crossed the road. I texted my friend about it. Mak nyah is a man who wear and make up like a woman.

"Aku nampak 2 mak nyah lintas jalan tadi"
" Apa lagi, tegur la."
" Aku buat sweet kat diorang, diorang blushing kot!"
"LOL"

I know it is not so funny but still, it is funny for me.

Then we got to the hotel, it was an old hotel. It was quite like a rag hotel. Hurm, not to complaint but, yeah, not a good place to say. Everything there seems .... old.

That day, my brother and i stayed in our room while my parents had some sore of dinner. We just sit in our room watched a malay drama while we ate our nasi beriani.

Today, my brother and i went out to shop and watch movie~ He invited her girl friend without my knowledge. I was surprise for sure because i though this is a brother-sister moment but, i understand how much he missed her honey bee.

So, my dad did not allowed us to drive the car. We got to the monorel station and we got into the train! I think it is my first time being in train. At first everything seems fine even the train was not so comfortable. The air con water was dripping!

We went to Times Square and bought out movie ticket. We watched the Magnificent. Then we got train to Sogo. Going was better than coming back! About in the evening, the train was packed! So packed like in a tin! I was so excited in the same time angry. Excited because i am experiencing something new but i was angry because why the people did not considered with each other.

Hurm, the road was jam. Drivers and walkers were so selfish.

Compare KL and Singapore and England. We really need to work on the attitude.. I hope Malaysian will realize this issue soon!

In the other day, i was out with a friend and we saw an accident happened just in front of us. It was a car hit a motorcycle. It was nothing serious but we were so shocked! everything happen because the of selfish biker. I am sorry to him but in the same time, i hope he got a message to ride carefully and be considerate biker next time.

While the journey back home, we stopped at RnR Tapah. For your information, they had water crisis. Ya Allah, seriously... It was hard for us to take our wudhuk. It remain me of water crisis at school.

Last year, the crisis was so critical until we bathed at Surau. It was once in a life time experience!

Well, now i am lacked of idea. Hurm...

Today was a very long day for me. Insha Allah tomorrow will be better. Amin.

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

Thank you to Allah because giving me another chance to update my blog. It had been awhile since the latest post because i was in school for the past 2 months. I had my examinations and studies and bla bla bla.

I had some issues going on but most of them i could handle smoothly but some of the were kinda complicated. Still, praise to Allah, i am still alive and moving on.

Well, i just completed the how i met your mother's series. I just watched the last episode. And i couldn't deny that i cried. The feelings mixed! Happy, sad and excited! Everything happen in the same time!

I can feel the love. The important of friendship. The sadness and so much! I don't know if i am being too emotional or whatever the thing is, i kinda feel something. I feel like, a wake up call. Realizing how fast time flies and we have to take actions.

Along the way, we will face so much challenges and we suffer. We feel like giving up but some how, we still manage to stand up no matter how far we fall. We just, have to stand up no matter what happen.

I had this problem. Well, it is about someone that i know and someone that i care so much! After my best friends, he is someone i take seriously. For me, i am trying my best to rethink about our relationship. It is actually simple but i tend to make it complicated. I just, i just want things to be right.

It had been awhile for me to rethink about everything in spite what had happen and what i had watched. I know that i have to make a good decision.

I am still stuck with my own decision because it is not easy to decide. There is too much if's and how's.

From what i had watched, i feel like not giving up and we see what will happen in the future. If Allah planned for us being stick together as close as we are now, then, maybe, that is what is happening. But, some part of me think that, maybe being close is a challenge from Allah.

Maybe, Allah wants us to split by ourselves. Seek for the truth and what is right. It is hard to push him away.

If being with him is forbidden, i pray to Allah to separate us in a good way and let both of us to His bless.

I don't take him more than a brother. Because he is the one giving me advises and showing me how to be strong in life. It is like, a guardian. But, if being with him is wrong, then, we should move to the right way.

They say, a simple care can make us fall in love, yeah, that is what i am scared of. I am scared if being close to him, actually making me and Allah apart.

It gets harder as i know things about him that other people don't. Or, i know things that he kinda hide from me but, now i know. Things that....actually makes me uncomfortable in the first place. For me, that is one of the complicated part. It is suppose to be simple. I suppose to say positive and live like i never knew anything. Act normal. But, it is hard to push something gigantic aside.

It had been about a month this thing is hanging....

Along this two months, i learn so much. Friendship. Hardworking. Spirits. To conclude everything, i learn how important for us to keep ahead and never turn a round. I learn to appreciate more. I learn to be more caring. And be positive.

Life gets hard but actually what is hard now is actually nothing compare what is hard in the future.

I hope to inspire and i hope to have any feedback. I am so confuse and I am hoping for your prayers and supports.

May Allah bless you guys. Wassalamu.