Search on that in youtube. You will find what is so inspiring me. Before that, Assalamualaikum! Its great to be back after three weeks in cage. So i gain new experience after a 3 day trip at Malacca. The journey took like 6 hours to reach there. We sleep at SM Sains Muzaffar Shah. Its a great and beautiful school because it was located on hill.I repeat, on hill! We can see like the whole town from up there. so, at night we can see the lights like stars but the different is, the stars are in the sky not on the ground. The can have their outing at town with is less then a kilometer. There were McD's and KFC and malls. Everything is so near with each other so no reason to say being there are bored. Even there are monkeys everywhere but still, its fun there! Eh, we already run from our topic. sorry...

So, as i were saying, ben,kak nissa and me went there by car for Debate competition. We got our first match on THAT DAY. We lose because the judge said there were contractions between the first and the third speaker which was me...I am the one making that contractions. I felt so guilty about it. ben and kak nissa both ignore me that night. That judge don't even told me what to improve. The next day, we lose for our second match with 1 mark different. We didn't felt anything. Then we started win but this time its too late. We needed 4 or 3 wins to go for quarter.

The last round was a funny and quiet not formal. Its about THW automatically annul marriage if one of the partner is gay. We bring out 2 point and i as the third speaker make jokes. I need to improve more in order to perform well for HKSBP in 24th May.

So, in this holiday i start to search and look for how to be a great debater. I found so many things that are so inspiring me. I already thought of giving up but then i remember that life is never easy and giving up will not solve it but it will create a new issue. So, i am ready to accept a new challenge and i really want to improve my English and i think being a debater can give more benefits.



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But....something kinda happen. I didn't stand a chance to socialize around. My adjudicator for my second and third was the same boy. And after a long day, i get to know that he is actually a form 3 student. By that time i start to have curious-city abut him. But i only had the chance to confirm his age. Its kinda funny but by that time i realize that i am starting ti have crush on him. OH NO!!!

So, i start googling about him yesterday. Yeah i manage to find about him. Know what, i found his FB account which 8 of his friends are mutual friend. Know what i mean right.

What make it so complicated, i had crush on this boy which i knew last year.We are not that close but yeah, we are kinda close in some ways. I knew about his crush during last semester holiday which tear me into pieces. Both of this guy share so many things in common. It kinda make me confuse. I have a strong feeling that by that HKSBP event, i will meet both of them. I am afraid i may be not focus or i will face them as my competitor. I am not ready for that actually. Both of them can make me blush and start to be unfocused.

I find a way to solve but i must be strong to manage it. So i decided to put away my feelings and live my life like nothing happen. I have to remember Allah more because He is the only cure i always have! I know everything Allah decide for me is for my own good. I have to always believe that in order to stay positive. I may not be strong to face it alone but i remember that Allah is always there to support me. I know that Allah will give me strength and courage. I believe in Him. And I know that he will never disappoint me. So, dear crushes! I am ready to face you guys. Hope we meet as friend not as a competitor. Amin!

So, that's all from me. Thank you for reading. Assalamualaikum. Kalau jawab sayang kalau x jawab dosa! ^^