Hey....

I don't know how to start this letter actually, but i will try.

Firstly, i want to wish, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !!! Sweet seventeen! I am so so so so terrible sorry about the late wish. I tried to remember your birthday but i was so busy with other things. I know that you said its fine but I will try my best to make it up to you. I'll pray for your health, success in this life and after and happiness. :)

Ok. Let's cut to the chase. This letter will be long, so if you don't feel like reading it or whatever, feel free to tear it and burn it. Just let me know about it.

I've been longing to tell you these words, I admit that I am missing you. Honestly, I am not sure if I am missing the old you or just yourself, but I am sure that I am missing you. It is never easy for me to keep the feeling all along. I can't tell other people about it because it will make me look so sorry.

I am sorry. I tried to talk to you about what I had been keeping for awhile but every time we had any conversation, I don't see how to start it. My skill is writing, maybe by writing I can think about how to say it.

I remember how our story started, it was kinda hilarious. From a stranger to a friendship. Then things got complicated. I got jealous and misinterpret. Forgive my ladies' instinct. I always wanted to leave and disappear but you always have the right words to let me stay. Your patient your concern. Remember all those moments. I do remember it. The jealous, the silent, the the drama. I remember being so sick of us. How annoying i actually feel as you suddenly appeared as nothing had happen. Losing you was tragic but pushing you aside was suicide. I tried to make the most. Go along with your flow. Acting cool. Like nothing ever happen.

I used to tell your everything about me. Right now, i don't see how to be like that again. You always have the intense tone. You never tell me anything that happen to you. We used to share so much, but things changed. I get it.

Honestly, I don't remember how we used to have so much to talk about in a day. Now, our conversation seems short and limited. I can't talk to you if I don't have anything to talk about. I don't know how to be myself when I am around you. I am not saying that I act or pretend but, I just feel limited. Caught up.

I don't give a damn about your changes, from saint to satan but how we changed, that effect me.

Things changed drastically, I never realize how fast time flies. I used to keep myself busy to keep you out of my mind. FYI, time seems like slowing down every time we talk on the phone. That's how it used to be.

I am done with what so ever this is. I can't keep myself to stay.

No matter what people talked about you, no matter how much most of my friends asked me to ignore you, I am stepping back because I want to.

I am so so so sorry. I know we are nothing more than just friend. I am the one being over about about us. I prefer to be nothing. Not even your friend. You don't have to worry about me. If you feel like.

Your friend,
-anonymous-


How do you guys enjoy the short story? I guess I need to improve my writing. I should describe more. Anyway, thanks for reading.

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Well, is one of my favourite writer. So, enjoy it. Excuse his Malay~

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

I have the vision of this article yesterday. So, let's talk about simple. How do you define simple? Simple means, nothing complicated. Easy. How do you imagine your life being simple? A boring life. Seriously, a simple life needs to get off some limits. You life needs to have twist and turns in order to be more colourful and meaningful.

Is that what i want to talk about? Well, let me show you how simple an idea which leads a way to be complicated. Then, how simple you should be because being simple is the way you are.

How simple i am? I am simple in almost everything physically. I dressed up in a simple way. I look like a simple girl. For example, most of the girls love to wear various make ups. They will have many types of creams and eye shadows, bla bla bla. Me? Some face powder, eye liner and lip gloss. Sometime i don't even put on any make up. Just a plain face. Why? It is because i want to look as simple as i can. I don't need to put a lot of effort just to make a guy to compliment me. Or just to let the society to see how good you can dressed up. tbh, sometime i do put some effort to dress up. That only happen when I want to look like a proper person. A look that will make people realize that i am a seventeen years old teenager.

What i mean here, you don't have to put a lot of effort in 'looking good'. You can just be yourself. As simple as yourself. If you love make up, then go on. If you don't, then just don't force yourself just to be accepted into a group of people. It is not worth all of the effort. Don't fake yourself.

"I only show what you need to see." No matter how you try to gain people's interest, there will be people who is not satisfied with you. So, stop faking yourself for others. :)

Simple can get complicated. Really. It always occur when you want to choose something. Example, you want a yellow dress. Then, you see there are various styles of yellow dresses and different tone of yellow. It gets complicated. Am i right?

Usually we have simple plan but things just don't happen according to what you plan. Actually the twist happen for your own good. If it doesn't happen, i bet you will never learn anything new.

Me? I just want a simple relationship. Someone that promise me a future that he is really sure of. I mean, he meant every word he ever said to me, and all i have to do is be loyal with our vows. The thing is, love is never that simple. You got dumped, you had been cheated, you lost trust and so on. The chances of being break are a lot higher. I understand how some people used to say, without any rejections and arguments, you will never learn to appreciate and be considerate. It's true tho.

I failed in every relationship i had with guy. LOL
But i learned a lot. I learned to be more simple and relax. Never put any high hope. You can feel a bit sweetest but get really for a pile of pain. Love can never be simple even thought you try.



Here are some tips,



Conclusion, keep it simple. Just be yourself. Life is too short to fake it. Life is too short to regret what you never do. Feel like doing it, just do it!

InshaaAllah, with Allah's blessing, all of our decisions will be guided by Him. :)