Assalamualaikum dear readers! Its been more then a month since the last update. I've been busy preparing for my big teat with is just around the corner. I am nervous about it but Insha Allah everything will be alright. I hope you guys pray for my success.

So, to the main topic which is about best friend. I have something going on with my best friend. Well, remember Mr Nico? He and I already make up and we are friends like old days. But my Miss Buzzy is like .... walking away. She use to be the only person beside Mrs Piqa, who always be patient about me and always there for my problem. If I did something wrong, she will immediately tell me. Mrs Piqa is more in listening than talking but she is both.

Maybe i am being too nice with other people and she felt like i push her aside. Well, actually im not. I am just being me who likes to be nice with everyone. Am i the wrong who is guilty? I felt lose.

I admit that i'd been nice and more closer with my dorm mates rather than my classmates and that two kiddo. I don't know how to explain about it. I'm just being nice. Or maybe i am being close with other person who is not liked by others that much.

I miss her laugh and her anger with me. Now i only get her sharp glance and her sour face when ever she is with me. She never tell me what is right anymore. She never want to talk to me. She never want to walk with me.

At first i felt like nothing but it hurts slowly like you kill someone with blunt knife. Kinda. The main thing is, it hurts me. Like a piece of me is gone. Maybe...she is not someone Allah send to be my best friend. She is send as a sign to 'always care people who care about you'.

I am still in the learning process and i know that past is the most excellent teacher. Allah don't like to see people who cut off friendship.

I will try my best to make things right! Rasulullah said, work hard in what you want to achieve as it is never too late even if tomorrow is the doom's day. Insha Allah!

That's all from me. Thank you guys for reading. Assalamualaikum.