seriously i'm like a monster at school... sometime i do things that not many girls dare to do.i mean i already get used to it before. i mean i have 2 brother that are much more stronger than i am so when i was a kid i dream to become more stronger than them.hey what is your idea when you are the youngest and weak.

but i learn to control myself as i know that i must be more feminine..
even i was,,yeah weak but the boys never dare touch me because they know i'm quite a monster sometime.even they called me tomboy,,i mean seriously. i love baking!

anyway,i promise to myself to be a good and gently next year but it's just if nobody make me super mad...so be careful if you are my classmate..i know they know me well..

so that's just for today about me.....thank for reading.
i am nice when you are nice.

when you transfer to other school, will you remember your friends at your ex-school??
i will, i hate forgetting someone that always tred me well or always be with me when i need them but do the person will be like me/you?

what will you feel when you start chating with them on facebook but they ignore you like a stranger was talking to them....that is how i feel.how sad is that.....

making a friend with someone new is easy but it will take time for you to know them and we must have more patient if they don't understand you.it's just the part of having a new friend...

anyway,,,for me if you have osmeone care about you, please never ignore or make them feel like you do not need them.never let him/her down this bad.apologize if you need too.never ignore them like you never know them.tread them like usual even you kinda forget some detail about them,ask about their new stories or gossip or whatever.

being a friend is not hard if you loyal to them. being honest is one of the key of being a best friend.for me other then Allah,Muhammad,family,academic,,,friendship is important to me other then the onthe 4...

you all get what i mean,right?

i just hope what i think is right....
things always work other way....
nothing so special...

for your information, i really appreciate my foster brother. i care about them. you can ask my best friend about how much i talk and care about them but i think he never know about it. and maybe if we care about someone, the person must ignore us. right, that is true. so i think i don't have to care about him so he will care about me? is that the right way? i don;t think so because he will be happy because he know i'm not watching him anymore. so...maybe that should be it....

i even getting fed up about him but my friend remind me about him.so maybe...urgh! i'm not in the mood~

today siti syafrina just tagged me. so i accept her challenge...

sorry to say but i will not follow some rules here.i follow:
-each person must post 11 things about yourself
-answer the question the tagger set for you in their post
-no tag back
(other rules i'm lazy to follow, sorry)

11 things about me
@ love my mp3
@ crazy about comics
@ prefer basketball then netball
@ love sleeping
@ fanatic of english novels especially rick riordan's art
@ always race with someone i like(result)
@ cry alone, hate people watch me cry
@ dream of being a famous writer
@ be like a man when extremely mad
@ love durian fruit but not durian ice-cream
@ always emo sometime

questions from siti

1. Black forest or Hazelnut
# Black forest, of course

2. Favourite food?
# Nasi goreng!!!

3.Hadiah apa yang paling best pernah korang dapat?
# x tau lar...i seldom get present

4.Apa yang korang nak sangat tapi x dapat?
# rumah yang kemas....bapak aq slalu cerewet time nak buang barang

5. Lahir kat mana?
# kat perak aka hospital besar,epoh

6. Tell me something that i dunno about you?
# erm...i think you know too many things about me...maybe,,nothing u dunno about me

7. Bila korang bosan, korang buat apa?
# merepek sorang2 klo totally x de kje tp plg kurang tdo ato makan ato bce novel

8. KOrang sayang sape yeeeee?
# mcm2 org aq syg

9. Perasaan korang apabila kena tag ni?
# bese jer...bru tau ad bndalah ni

10. Suka menari ke menyanyi?
# menyanyi...

11. Describe saya dalam tiga perkataan
# Busak Banyak Jambu!!!!

Dah la malas nak tanyer soalan dan tag org juz nk jawab cukup...hope rina bce dan org laen gak bce

i'm back from semesti bringing a huge smile as i found someone that can be special...
we'r just friend but i kinda like him... but he don't need to know this. for me having boyfriend is exhausting because we must always hanging around with him. anyway the special boy already like someone else but i'm fine with that.seriously!

he is nice but naughty.
have brilliant brain.
like taking pictures.
and he know me>>

this is him. some pictures>>>

when we are young as teenager we will feel that falling in love is a big deal which for me its usual. i can't deny that we need someone to care about us but i think family and friends already enough, right?

i don't think so. i mean seriously,i also need love but i don't want to be distract by something that will hurt me one day. for me, loving or coupling in this age is just a waste. i mean maybe it may last for weeks or month even years but do you think it will last forever?

yeah i know it will make us drunk of love and you keep saying, i love, i miss you, i need you and all sort of 3 words. but do you think when you get older you will be that sweet?

for me, we must focus until we can achieve what we want but...if you think that you are good enough so do what ever you want but don't regret if its wrong....

maybe i also need love or a pair of eyes to watch me secretly but we must do sacrifice to get better things.you must pay to get what you want.that's life mean...nothing is free...

i know every night you may feel hungry like hell. but those senior are damn evil and cruel~i mean is that really necessary to steal maggie from my locker. i mean you can asked instead.

the day i'm feeling hungry and dm (dewan makan) already close, what am i'm going to eat what?sand?stick?or eat the stealer....

burn mean steal. so yoou may understand why i said, burn,burn,burn.

seniors always in and out of my dorm like its their dorm. that really annoy me so much. some are my guavas(jambu) mean they are nice at me. they are fantastic, they are so nice so i don't care but some are not.

they always target my dorm as the maggie store. at least they asked if we want to sell but i really hate the one that steal my maggie. i didn't open the packet yet. so..... ****

the second time not maggie but my biscuit...this one really hell. she open the packet and taste it but maybe its not as what she thought, so, she put back. seriously, girls! such an impropriety.

so start from that i lock the dorm's door. ught!