hi folks, its been too long since i write any fanfic. ive been busy with reality to the point i forget how to escape it. Sooo, i was deeply inspired by oliver moy's new photo. (PLEASE GO SEE IT YOURSELF) please note that the photo is SS from his IG. 

if you're here and read it till the end, THANK YOU! this is an escape for me, i hope its the same for you too. i have a limited vocabulary and i describe things very simply. if you do find it great, thank you <3

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He has the look that melts anyone's heart that set eyes on it. He always looks so innocent and cute. I never imagine being among the first ones to see his devilish side. It was not even intended but I saw it! It doesn't make me want to run away from him, its the opposite, I'm more attracted to him than EVER!

Let's rewind for a bit. 

In order for me to have an excellent final year project, I need the perfect model. The person must be someone who has more than just a good look, I want to photograph the different side of the person. It is very different to be yourself when everybody decides who you must be. I want to portray something unlike any other people have seen before. They say, go big or go home.

Oliver. He's the barista at my favourite cafe which became very popular since he worked there. I can't blame the girls AND boys for wanting his attention to a point they know his working schedule! He also goes to this college, i heard his majoring in IT. He knows his usuals, i mean, he has a lot of customers yet he remembers what everyone would order. How i know it? Yupe, I'm part of his fan club. I hang out A LOT at that cafe. I had tasted the whole menu and remembered it by heart. I sound pathetic however, I never talked to him about any personal things. I never asked for his phone number, email or selfies. I would come every morning at 9am after my morning jog, order my usual latte, smile at him as he knows my name, paid the coffee, sat for 15 minutes before a crowd of girls arrived. 

Today, I have decided to Oliver. I hope he accepts my request to be my model. Honestly, I don't expect him to agree as he refused other people's proposals. Every single person in my class wants him to model for their project. They have solid plans while my plan will be based solely on my model. I have listed a few candidates but I pray to God, he would say yes to me. 

-Morning coffee-

The usual 9am coffee, he's smiling at me;

Oli: Morning Tanya, the usual?

Ta: Yes, please! Thanks,,

Oli; it would be 3.50.

Ta: (puts the cash on the counter) (nervous*)..

Oli: you okay? 

Ta: heyyy oliver,,, i know you're busy but do you want to hang out sometime? I mean professionally, I MEAN, err,, i need a model for my project sooo, i kinda hope you... let me rephase it, im soo soorry...it would be my honour! wait wait, that sounded cringe,, im sooo sorry, you can just forget it. (avoiding eye contact) i'll be there for my latte. thanks! omg im so loud, im sorry. i'll just go,, (walking away fast)

welp, that went well. at least, i didn't pee in my pants (almost). (let our a huge sigh of disappointment)

its been awhile since i talked to guy (asking out), let alone date a guy.. I admit how I didn't put any effort on dazzling myself to fancy a guy. why do i think the hottest guy in the campus would agree to a dork like me. I am just barely average for a college girl. People assumed i'm 30 sometimes. urghhh

' LATTE FOR TANYA'

omg, why is still Oli standing there? i should probably apologize again..

Oli: here you go! enjoy!

Tan: thanks,, sorry for earlier,, can you just (he walks away)...

oh great, now he's gonna start to avoid me.. dammit!

*the coffee cup* (YES! text me *phone number*)

wait...WAIT A DAMN MINUTE! IS THIS FOR REAL! this must be a prank! wait..... (i turn my head to my shoulder, i saw Oliver wink and grin) I rush out of the cafe, my face is about to burst into flames! 

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I waited until night to text him. 

Ta: Hey Oliver, this is Tanya. I hope i'm not disturbing you. Can you tell me when are you available? 

= 5 minutes later =

Oli: hey! i'm up for this weekend if that's ok. please, call me Oli

Ta: This weekend it is! I'll text you the time and location by tomorrow. I want you to be very comfortable so wear anything casual. We will work from there.

Oli: great! c u soon ✌

I can't belive that i'm actually texting OLIVER! 

----- the weekend ---

i managed to book a mini studio for 3 hours. for 3 hours, it will only be Oliver and ME! 

Oli: morning tanya! here's your latte.

Ta: oh wow, thanks! well, let's settle down here. (pulls a chair for oliver)

The theme for today, The Other Side of Me. 

I want you to show a different side of yourself. Let's say, you hate smiling but you still do it every day so you can frown as much as you want if that's what you prefer. You can try any poses that represent your emotions, just...enjoy the proses! Please tell me if you feel unease with literally ANYTHING!

Oliver chuckles,, 

What do your go-to playlist?

Oli: arctic monkeys,, it gives out,,my kinda vibe~

Ta: Okay! let's jazz on it while we get this done.

In his first pose, he sits on the floor, no smile, his gorgeous head slightly tilted, looking straight into the camera (and my soul), he pulls his shirt just a peak of his pack...