to all readers that always follow my post, i really appreciate that. the story about ain and daniel and his sin will be continue but it might take some time...so i hope you all would be patient about that drama coming soon and there will be new characters coming soon. finish for that,,,, you guys did know kelly clarkson right? for my opinion, her songs are really inspire me so much. so for me she is building a new story about life. she want people to be confident about themselves and never give up. that really open my eyes. open my eyes about don't give up what i have. life is like a tyre. sometime we will be down but if we work harder we can be up. but no matter what we do we must always be ourself. we can change but change to be a better person. we must accept others opinion to make us more stronger and confident. no one is complete. like kelly said, everybody got a dark side. but we can change ourself to be more brighter. one more, we must always be wise in choosing someone special. we must make sure that the person can accept us even with our dark side. meaning, even we are kinda naughty or what even but he/she still can want to be with us. that really teach me a lesson. the special person is not just our bf/gf it is also our family or friends. sometime the selfish person always look on our dark side and push us just because of that. but do they realize that we can accept them with their dark side why they can't accept us? think before you act. i'm not just saying is just to you guys but also to me. we as human always make mistake because of our weakness spot. but if we learn as human also learn from our mistake to be better next time. only a stupid human repeat its mistake. also about the song, is anybody out there it is bad to keep someone alone. i know some person annoy us but for my perception,we only ignore people that insult or always make fun of us not the one that have no friend because she/he is ugly or weird. i am weird but i don't show that to everyone. but still i have friends because they understand me and they can accept me. the thing is,don;t make innocent person be alone. being abandon sucks! lonely is hard to survive!! if you listen the lyrics you will understand how it feel when we are lonely. i've there at that place. and trust me, its worst then suck. when we talk bad about someone and we point them, do you notice that actually you just point them with one finger while you are pointing yourself with four finger back. i admit that i also sometime point some person but after i acknowledge about i;m pointing myself, i'll try to reduce that kind of habit. so the conclusion is, always be yourself, never give up so easy, you can change to be a better person and don't insult innocent person (even sometime i do that). i know its not easy to make those changes in one time but we can try slowly and keep it up. this advise not just for you guys but also to me. so thats all for today. thanks 4 reading and assalamualaikum!

I'm now in form 2. believe it or not that's true. i have so many friends but today i'm going to tell you all about the special ones that always by my side. first is my two best friends at SEMESTI the right side was Nadia. she is my buddy with this kiddo but my always best friend is NUR HANANI and my RPS GENG. this is our pic on 8 years old this is one of my friend that i know after upsr. he is now at form 4. a nice guy. now, my rps gang are fourteen and they really turn into a fashion teenager. Aliah Sabrina Anis Hilmy Syarifah and Abby These are my semestian friends Nelly (an athlete) Bella Adib Amir Sensei Bazlah ~ These are my classmates the girls(jamuan) the boys (jamuan) before the end of school: funny guys i have so many friends but these are among the one i want to show you all.

today i read i hear so many love songs and stories....remain me of my relationship with this shy boy._blushing_ i and mr is already cool down and we are friend like teman tp mesra la. he sometimes like to annoy me with his real attitude but for me i kinda like it. he is someone that always patient especially when it come to me. sometime i kinda hope more from him but i know that i cannot push him. yaiks. my mistake. sorry~ erm...he is a shy boy and he likes to play with his friend a lot then bothering about me. he also someone that really ego. it will appear a problem when i'm emo and he's ego. no one talk to each other and making me feel sad. i don't know if he realize when i cried.(^6^) when i feel like want to talk to him....i'll call him and he will sit in front of me. then we talk for like 10-15 minutes. i really like when he start to talk about his past or his friends. but i still don't know his favorite yet.. he also don't know much about me. i think so. when we fight (kinda) , after i cool down, we talked. we solve our problem in good way. no screaming or anything violate. we talk. it works for me. when we agreed on each other, we open new topic. this relationship and broke once and if it break again, i don't want to continue it anymore because i will be sick of being hurt.but this time, i hope it will last long. i know MR IS is testing my loyalty. i'll try my best. i can't promise because we as human always break our promise so i just keep the loyalty in my heart so that i can stick with it. MR IS is someone that never give up easily even sometime he did. here he is lol ^-^