Alhamdulillah I am still alive and Allah have give me this opportunity to write and spread this things. Firstly, Assalamualaikum to everyone..

So, i just read an article about a woman who Allah give her a chance to look about the after life. The life of grave or Barzah World. Really make me wide awake!

I am someone who always forgot about many things and sometime i even forget about Allah and Muhammad. Forgive me Allah. I am someone who have so many weakness and i also have lack knowledge in Islam.

Well, we cannot change into someone perfect straightly right? We can change slowly.. Insha Allah I will try my best but i don't want to try alone, i want all of you guys, Muslimin and Muslimah all come and join me. Let us make a change in our Ibadah! Don't you want to leave in Heaven? Well first thing is first!

What is priority
- pray to Allah as sincere as you can
- cover what we should cover properly
- always remember Allah and Muhammad no matter where you are
- always try to find more knowledge in Islam
- never give up in praying
- remember death always awaits
- always refer to Al-Quran and Hadith
- do what Rasulullah always do (Sunnah)
- Zikrullah and Ishtifargh
- leave behind all the things that can possess you from remembering Allah

I know all of us can make a change. Isha Allah if we try, we can change. I know that maybe one day i might not do what i said but don't be like me. I am trying my best to change. We can change slowly... I want other people to join me because we are Muslim we leave on Allah's earth as an Ummah so, we must always remind ourselves about these things that we always forgot. If i forgot, please, i beg to you all, remind me.

Insha Allah that's all for today. Subhanallah!

Well, i've been feeling down lately. By that time i never think about Allah or His Prophets. I am just so drown with all the reality. Forget all about after life. Astagirullah...

I am so selfish with my life until I forgot who Create me and why I face this things. I am just too naive with everything. Ya Allah, I can see why You are giving me these hardness. I can see why I am so drown until I forget to face things that i should focus in the first place.

I am sad because i think that i crush never cares about me while most of the boys that i care will let me down or already did that. So, i felt so useless like one day, i will never find someone who truly cares about me. Someone that i like and like me back. Someone that will never let me down. That's why I am too busy feeling so sad. Such a selfish girl.

Why selfish because i forgot that Allah and Rasulullah is always there for me every secret.

Allah gives me these challenges so that i realize this. Alhamdulillah, I realize it already.

I can see how a world can manipulate us with just because of a person.

Its time for me to get on my feet because now i realize something not everyone realize.

If you are angry, take wudhu' and pray to Allah. If you feel down, always remember Allah is always there even you don't see Him.

HUmans makes mistakes but we must learn from our mistakes. Let people let us down but we must not always be down. We must always find reasons to be up again. Life is not just on the ground but high up in the sky with the birds. Our dreams must be beyond what we can see or reach is what we imagine!

Maybe the person we like don't feel the same way but always remember Allah already set the particular person who will always like us back and love and care us until we die! Allah knows what is the best for us because Allah love us more then our mum did.

If you remember Allah and Rasulullah, Insha Allah you will be fine and can gain back your spirit like me Insha Allah.

For that, Assalamualaikum and May Allah bless you all, dear readers.