Assalamualaikum.. Kalau jawab sayang, kalau x jawab dosa XD

So, today while i was sitting alone in my room, something came out! I thought about my friend that wear 'tudung labuh' but sometime she acts crazy like me. I always said to her:

Me: B, kau dah la pakai tudung labuh tapi perangai gila2 macam aku..
B: Ala, actually. Aku x suka orang fikir orang yang pakai tudung labuh ni wajib jadi orang alim.
Me: hurm, you know. One day i want to be like you. Pakai tudung labuh tapi perangai gila2. U don't mind right?
B: Bagus2..Ada geng!

Yeah, we are like sisters! She always advise me about good thing. She make me think about life and how it connect with Allah.

For me, we as Muslimah have the rights to wear what ever we want and nobody should judge us as long as we wear proper clothes and we don't interrupt other people's business.



People like to think, she is wearing 'tudung labuh' so she must be a religious girl. Actually, not all 'tudung labuh' girls are that religious. We only follow what our Prophet said is right and what Allah tell us what to do. Allah never said that all the 'tudung labuh' girl must strictly be a damn religious girl. But i cannot deny that most of them are a strict religious girl or woman.

Actually, wearing is kind of clothes is a starting to be a strict religious girl. The 'tudung labuh' protect us from doing what Allah hates. We think about people's perception towards us when we do bad things. We don't want people to think that Muslims like to do bad things. Not ashamed of it.

'Tudung labuh' also shows that the person wearing it are ready to be more closer to Allah. When someone start to wear it, she must always wear that kind of clothes or people might think they are a hypocrite. So, Muslimah out there, if you think that you are ready to wear it and always wear it, then you can proceed.

For me, it took about 1 year to consider about changing into wearing a 'tudung labuh'. I admit that i am not a religious person but after i am expose to the beauty of Islam and the beauty of 'tudung labuh'. I stunned! I think, i want to be better so i have to make changes. The changes that i can bare. The changes that makes me more closer to Allah. The changes that can protect me from Devils. I have to make a move. But questions makes me....not sure.

Am i ready for it? Can my family accept me? Can i wear it constantly? What if it just makes things worse?

I asked for opinion from many people. My brothers is fine with it. I think i can remain like this in school. But outside? I am not so sure about it. But after along.....time of considering. I have decided that I AM READY FOR IT! I want to change!

I don't know when i will die so i think its better for me to do it AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.



They already shows that even if you are a MUSLIMAH you can still remain as COOL as you want! Allah never get mad if we be fashionable as we close what is needed to close properly. I mean close not wrap! Now days, people have wrong perception about 'menutup aurat'. Wearing shawls are not wrong as long as people don't see our next,skin colour, hair, and shape of our body. What is the use you wear clothes that only close your skin colour but people can see you body shape and neck! That is call as WRAPPING your body! Anything tight is not advised to wear. You can wear it but make sure people don't see you shape! Wear shirt that is long so it can cover the tight part. Wear blouse or skirt.

So, if you are a Muslimah, take care of yourself carefully. We have to take care about the way we live and the way we social. Society will blame woman insert of man. Just remember this statement.

"Wanita ialah perhiasan dunia. Wanita muslimah merupakan cahaya di bumi. Tetapi wanita juga merupakan fitnah bumi"

Being a girl/woman is a big gift from Allah but we also must face great deal being a woman/girl.

"Wanita mudah memasuki syurga dan mudah untuk memasuki neraka"

Heaven and Hell. Choose where you want to be. Do what ever you want but remember. World is just awhile but after life is forever!



That's all from me. Assalamualaikum~

Assalamualaikum! Kalau jawab sayang kalau x jawab dosa XD

Firstly, i want to tell you how much i sorry i am to you. I always think you are not a nice person. Even my friend convince me that you are a great girl but i deny it. After awhile, i realize that i am wrong. You are a nice person.

Make me realize that i cannot judge a book by its cover. I am sorry for judging you so much. That is my bad habit since i was standard 6. I will try to throw that habit away! -serious face-

I hope we can be friend. I am kinda shy to say it to you face to face. ^///^

Here and now i just want you to know that i am so..so.. sorry about all the bad perception and about the rough sentence i said to you. I just cannot control my madness by that time. I hope you don't mind....

So, what do say? Friend? Let put the past behind us and never let boys be the reason for us to quarrel.

Even we never met but I will always pray for you happiness and success in the future!

This is special to Mrs Akmal aka Rosye aka Rose.

I am so sorry -again-

Is it my fault that everything happen? You called me an actor. You said i deserve to be in OSCAR. Am i that mean? hat i do is wrong?Is everything that i did was wrong?

Let me explain. I am being hypocrite in my own way. What i mean, im just showing you how nice i am. Somethings that i hate but i just agreed when im with you. Is that too much? Is that the thing that make you straightly hate me? I am sorry.

I just love you too much. I don't want to lose my brother. I love you as a best friend of course. I had been a part of me for almost two years but you throw it away in a blink of eye. I never let me to explain.

I never lie to you how mush i care about you. How much i need you to stay and support me. I never lie to you about things i said to you about you. I just don't like you calling me Ina. About how you act like you care but i know you don't. About you taking me for granted. I can see how much that i am not important to you. But you keep on lying to yourself about how much you care about me.

Am i lying to myself or both of us are lying to ourselves? I lie about how im trying to be nice and you lie about how much you care about me, right? Or am i judging to much?

I always try to think the best way to maintain our friendship but...am i the only one trying?

I know that always consider about my bad attitude but...i don't know how to say it.

You know what, let just put things behind us and move on. I look like you are leaving a great life. Congratulation for that. I still need a so damn lot of time to do so. Thanks for the great memories, missing me (lot) and for throwing me away. Appreciate it. You make me realize how bitter life is and what strong and courage mean.