New devine
Mardhiah.ain
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Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah
I am so sorry for the long silent. I had my final examinations. Next week I have 3 more subjects. Well, it has been about a month since the last post.
First of all, Alhamdulillah my sister had engaged and all the dates already fixed. Dates for her nikah and her ceremony. The thing is, one of the date clash with my easy addmath camp. I felt guilty for not joining but my parents and my siblings, except my sister, encourage me to join the camp. So, after awhile, I think maybe they are right because I will face a much important examination next year. So, I have to sacrifice.
Next, between Z and Xiu Min with me, nothing, full stop. And I am glad about it even I felt kinda lonely at first but Alhamdulillah with some motivations, I can stand I on my own. My friends are there to support me. And I am not looking forward for any new guy. Now, I am playing around like nothing happen n nothing to worry about except for my examination and the results. My, my...
During last week, I had done something extra ordinary that makes people talk behind me. They say offensive stuff but, chill out! I had done that kinda stuff to people so they have the rights to do the same thing to me. And it is my mistake. The mistake? Playing in the rain. Something like that. Well, I am the prefect, I should put the rules first not go against the rule or join people to go against the rule and show bad attitudes to others. Sorry seniors and juniors for my bad attitudes. I will try my best to be better. Its not easy to tame a tiger. But if you work for it, you can tame it.
Confusion. I used to like this guy and now I am kinda close with him but I take him as friend. Sometime I have the feelings to reveal the truth but, I know that he will never take me serious because he used to all of my jokes and all of my impression usually look like I am joking. Guys, we cannot always be serious, right? But, yeah, that is my problem. So, what I think the best is stay like this. Nothing. If he likes me, one day he will tell me, right? LOL Its like hoping for the moon to talk to you.
Family? Alhamdulillah that problem already solve. My parents are okay with my other siblings. My mum seems less stress. My dad is trying to make connection with us. Alhamdulillah.
Fiends? My best friends, they are not as close as we used to but I am fine. We care about each other in silent. Even we are busy with other stuff we still care about each other.
Motivation?
I had a lot in my mind lately. Future, past. We are not meant to worry about what that already happen or what will happen but worry about what is happening. No matter what happen, the past already death, the future still haven't born, while now is still alive so save it. Do what is right to fix what is happening.
Rasulullah and its friends live with that perception and they had a great life. If they feel like wanna do good things, they do it immediately. They wouldn't delay anything. so, why we should delay things when we can do it straightly. Am I right?
If someone is meant for you, you still meet that person one day when the time is right. Even you already clash with that person now. Your name and his/her name, Allah already wrote in Luh Mahfuz before the universe was created. If you believe in Allah's faith, you live a calm life. There is nothing much to worry about.
Live a positive life. Be worry if you commited sins because think, we don't know when are we meant to die and do you want to die in a condition where you are going against Allah's orders. I am not a prefect human being and even I remind people, I still do mistakes. If you want to wait for a prefect human to remind and advise you, that is not going to happen. Even Rasulullah said to accept advices even from a prostitute if that advices can improve you to be a better person. Something like that.
Not going against rules does not mean you are being 'too nice' but you are actually scared to die in a bad condition. It is okay to be careful. Allah always watches you. You are never alone. Be glad. Inshaa Allah. Wallahualam.
I am so sorry for the long silent. I had my final examinations. Next week I have 3 more subjects. Well, it has been about a month since the last post.
First of all, Alhamdulillah my sister had engaged and all the dates already fixed. Dates for her nikah and her ceremony. The thing is, one of the date clash with my easy addmath camp. I felt guilty for not joining but my parents and my siblings, except my sister, encourage me to join the camp. So, after awhile, I think maybe they are right because I will face a much important examination next year. So, I have to sacrifice.
Next, between Z and Xiu Min with me, nothing, full stop. And I am glad about it even I felt kinda lonely at first but Alhamdulillah with some motivations, I can stand I on my own. My friends are there to support me. And I am not looking forward for any new guy. Now, I am playing around like nothing happen n nothing to worry about except for my examination and the results. My, my...
During last week, I had done something extra ordinary that makes people talk behind me. They say offensive stuff but, chill out! I had done that kinda stuff to people so they have the rights to do the same thing to me. And it is my mistake. The mistake? Playing in the rain. Something like that. Well, I am the prefect, I should put the rules first not go against the rule or join people to go against the rule and show bad attitudes to others. Sorry seniors and juniors for my bad attitudes. I will try my best to be better. Its not easy to tame a tiger. But if you work for it, you can tame it.
Confusion. I used to like this guy and now I am kinda close with him but I take him as friend. Sometime I have the feelings to reveal the truth but, I know that he will never take me serious because he used to all of my jokes and all of my impression usually look like I am joking. Guys, we cannot always be serious, right? But, yeah, that is my problem. So, what I think the best is stay like this. Nothing. If he likes me, one day he will tell me, right? LOL Its like hoping for the moon to talk to you.
Family? Alhamdulillah that problem already solve. My parents are okay with my other siblings. My mum seems less stress. My dad is trying to make connection with us. Alhamdulillah.
Fiends? My best friends, they are not as close as we used to but I am fine. We care about each other in silent. Even we are busy with other stuff we still care about each other.
Motivation?
I had a lot in my mind lately. Future, past. We are not meant to worry about what that already happen or what will happen but worry about what is happening. No matter what happen, the past already death, the future still haven't born, while now is still alive so save it. Do what is right to fix what is happening.
Rasulullah and its friends live with that perception and they had a great life. If they feel like wanna do good things, they do it immediately. They wouldn't delay anything. so, why we should delay things when we can do it straightly. Am I right?
If someone is meant for you, you still meet that person one day when the time is right. Even you already clash with that person now. Your name and his/her name, Allah already wrote in Luh Mahfuz before the universe was created. If you believe in Allah's faith, you live a calm life. There is nothing much to worry about.
Live a positive life. Be worry if you commited sins because think, we don't know when are we meant to die and do you want to die in a condition where you are going against Allah's orders. I am not a prefect human being and even I remind people, I still do mistakes. If you want to wait for a prefect human to remind and advise you, that is not going to happen. Even Rasulullah said to accept advices even from a prostitute if that advices can improve you to be a better person. Something like that.
Not going against rules does not mean you are being 'too nice' but you are actually scared to die in a bad condition. It is okay to be careful. Allah always watches you. You are never alone. Be glad. Inshaa Allah. Wallahualam.
