Assalamualaykum and HEY!!

Do you know Collen and Josh? Pffft! If you are a YouTuber's fan, i bet you know them.

Collen is MIRANDA SINGS! This cutie pie~



A bit about Miranda Sings,

Her real name is



Want to know more? Here is a perfect link, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miranda_Sings

I watched her shows since last year because i came across REACT channel about the kids reacting to her videos. She is funny! Seriously! Don't underestimate her because she had made live shows around the world!

Today I came across her OTHER channel which is PhyschoSoprano and I saw her husband! Josh! JoshuaDTV.

I watched their love stories. How they met and how the proposal and of course! Duhh.. The wedding!



click here ti\o watch the full video ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpqkfq1-f70
The proposal, OMG, i literally cried! It was so lovely!



clich here for the full video ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mKNyqK1CMI

They broke up about 9 months before getting back together. Collen broke up with Josh because she refused to follow Josh to Michigan. But, you know if its true love, you will be back together! Its faith..

The 9 months was the dark days for them. Who loves breaking up, right?

Just watch their videos for more detail stories~

Click here for the detail one --->https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxrsTwqM82M

My opinion about their love story, is, SWEET! hahahaha!

Josh literally just heard about Miranda Sings but he refused to watched any of her shows but in the end, faith. He watched 2 of her videos and he got attracted with her. Josh stalked her and send her an email. Collen who never replied any of her fan mails but (faith) after she read his email, she actually replied! That was how all of it started.

So, people hear me out!

You never know who you will end up with but don't worry because faith i mean God in my belief, Allah had planned the perfect love story for you.

Josh had a love story for 5 years with this anonymous girl before he met Collen. He went out for dates but look, he end up marrying a girl who he refused to watch her videos at first. Faith!

I don't know how my love story is going to be. Maybe I will marry a guy that i had met on the street somewhere. Maybe i will be marrying my own schoolmate or anyone that i barely know now. Maybe someone i had met. Maybe someone who had came across this blog and just read this one post. It could be any guy!

I don't want to push the forward button and rush my love story. Just let it flow. Malay quote, "kalau dah jodoh mesti jumpa".

Don't be so frustrated with your break up story and worthless relationships because one day, this one person will turn it around. It could be your ex. Just sit back and relax. Let faith do its job.

Life will be hard be just bare with it. You will find the sparks.

Without the darkness you will never realize the light, right?

Before i end, this 3 march is a big day for me. For all of the 2015 SPM candidates! Our result day~

Pray for my sucees. Excel in straight As with my fellow mates. Ameen.

Thank you for reading until the end. :) Follow me on twitter~ If you have any ideas for me, just mention me or send me a message in twitter.

A last pic



yeah, click here to watch PsychoSoprano ---> https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCR-QYzXrZF8yFarK8wZbHog
click here to watch HochusDTV ----> https://www.youtube.com/user/JoshuaDTV
click here to watch Miranda Sings ----> https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1OFDlfdRb6ma1ZGZd07gWA

check them out~

Hey, Assalamualaykum to Moslems

So, after sometime away from my blogging, today i got a mess in my head.

Do you read about my post entitled HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER? Well this post have something to do with that post.

I decided to just be friend with my boyfriend which last only a few days then we became serious like a couple. In the way i see it, he put more effort after i did that. I thought, he is really serious about it.

It last for more than a month.

But lately, things.....changed. He decided that we should stay as friend. In that friendzone. Honestly, i did not take it easily. I just felt out of control of myself. Just so frustrated. I got so mad.

What so insane about this, he tried to explained about it. He said that being with him makes me unhappy.

I get it.

Then he said about Islam. Well, based on my religion, relationship with a man before marrying is forbidden. so, he technically want to wait. We just stay friends until the time is right, well until we get marry. After you are marry, you can do anything just like other couple.

For some girls, they would say I am lucky and I should be happy with his decision. He really want to be with you. He really loves you. He just want to be the one for you in the right way. A halal love. Unforbidden love.

Its not going to be easy for me. Even he promised that he will stay loyal and he want to marry me bla bla bla.

I just don't buy it okay. I don't care. I still don't buy it. Its not about love.

Love can't solve problems. Misunderstand. Everything happens because of love in the first place.

I'm just so sorry. But i will not be easy not you after this.

If that what you want, then I will treat you like a friend but at first we start as a stranger.

If you managed to gain my trust, I might be nicer. Even i already know who and what kind of person you are, I don't trust you like how i used to.

Just chill. As a friend, you have your boundaries. You don't have to care too much about me like you used to. You don't have to be too nice to me like how you used to. You don't have to chat or talk with me every time like you used to. You said you are a busy guy so be it. Only talk to me if you have something fun to talk about or when you NEEDED. You don't have to worry about me or anything. Just be a friend with limits.

You are not my best friend. Just not. Maybe one day but now, you are not. So, don't try hard to be like a best friend.

Its going to be hard for me but i'll be fine. I had the experience with someone before you. It took me, you existed to be cool as a friend to him. So, it looks like i am not going to find someone else as my partner because i am done with being in any damn shit relationship so, let's face it. Its going to be a very long and new attitude for me to be cool to you as a friend.

So, for now i am going to be kinda shitty with you. If you feel like staying, you can. Do whatever you want but stay within the boundaries. If you feel like i NEVER APPRECIATE you, yeah i am acting like it. Face it, i am kinda a shitty person. You know how i used to act when i am mad. I act stupidly, in your definition.


Thank you for used to be my special one. Thank you for the promises. If you keep it, that would be great but i can't promise you anything because we don't have any bound. I don't trust a guy easily. If you can hang to be my friend, thank you and good luck.

It have nothing to do with 'i love you'. Don't use that to gain my trust because for me, its not going to happen.

If waiting for the halal relationship is what you want, so wait until you are halal with your dear wife then only use the 3 words.