After cyber monday
Mardhiah.ain
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Assalamualaykum and heyyyy
How are you guys for after awhile? Alhamdulillah im feeling fine but my kneel is not completely heal.
Well, it is kinda stupid how i got my kneel hurt. I tried to jump over the tennis net unfortunately one of my leg got stuck on the net. I twisted my kneel during the landing. It took about a week for me to walk without a walking stick. About 3 weeks to walk normally. i can't completely bend my leg.
Stop about that. Today, i wanna do some nagging. LOL I just dont know how to tell other people like straight forward. I mean, for now, i just dont feel like i have someone special to talk to. You know what i mean. I am not pushing off my friends or my best friends aside I just dont want to create misunderstand because it involve them. Huhu..
Lately, i feel like lonely. I mean, more than usual. I dont even have a person to talk to about my feelings. I know that i should lower my ego and talk to someone at least. The thing is, i am sick of being the one to say hey first. To start the conversation first. To try to come out with a topic. To try not to be boring.
I am fine about lowering my ego but I just dont want to annoy people. Sometime we hope for the same respond, the respond like they wanna talk to us but instead they respond like they have too.
I know my personal is actually annoying usually with my close friends.
Then, I really want to meet some of my friends like seriously! I miss them... I tried to come out with plans about meeting them but they just dont have the same effort. I understand that maybe because being a girl and still living with parents are the excuses but the least thing you could do is said you really want to meet me too. I saw how you at least make plans to meet 'him', why cant you do the same for me.. I mean, please lah.
They say, what breaks you could not heal you.
Some of my best friends did broke me before this. I mean, we had some arguments and misunderstands but in the end and now i still hold on to our friendship. Did you ever see me trying to break us apart? I try my best to be a good friend. I guess nothing is enough.
I guess I should stop trying and put any effort with anyone. Any friendship and any relationship except with family and religiously.
People that does not live in the same roof with you usually take you for granted. Maybe not now but one day you will see what i mean.
I just hope im wrong in some of my words. I just hope that what i had been wondering is wrong.
Maybe this is why it is very hard for me to trust anyone new. I am sorry, i had been broken so many times. I have all the rights to feel this way. Everyone have the rights to feel insecure of anything.
I AM SORRY IF MY ARTICLE IS NOT INTERESTING OR HURTING OR ANYTHING.
Thank you for reading :)
How are you guys for after awhile? Alhamdulillah im feeling fine but my kneel is not completely heal.
Well, it is kinda stupid how i got my kneel hurt. I tried to jump over the tennis net unfortunately one of my leg got stuck on the net. I twisted my kneel during the landing. It took about a week for me to walk without a walking stick. About 3 weeks to walk normally. i can't completely bend my leg.
Stop about that. Today, i wanna do some nagging. LOL I just dont know how to tell other people like straight forward. I mean, for now, i just dont feel like i have someone special to talk to. You know what i mean. I am not pushing off my friends or my best friends aside I just dont want to create misunderstand because it involve them. Huhu..
Lately, i feel like lonely. I mean, more than usual. I dont even have a person to talk to about my feelings. I know that i should lower my ego and talk to someone at least. The thing is, i am sick of being the one to say hey first. To start the conversation first. To try to come out with a topic. To try not to be boring.
I am fine about lowering my ego but I just dont want to annoy people. Sometime we hope for the same respond, the respond like they wanna talk to us but instead they respond like they have too.
I know my personal is actually annoying usually with my close friends.
Then, I really want to meet some of my friends like seriously! I miss them... I tried to come out with plans about meeting them but they just dont have the same effort. I understand that maybe because being a girl and still living with parents are the excuses but the least thing you could do is said you really want to meet me too. I saw how you at least make plans to meet 'him', why cant you do the same for me.. I mean, please lah.
They say, what breaks you could not heal you.
Some of my best friends did broke me before this. I mean, we had some arguments and misunderstands but in the end and now i still hold on to our friendship. Did you ever see me trying to break us apart? I try my best to be a good friend. I guess nothing is enough.
I guess I should stop trying and put any effort with anyone. Any friendship and any relationship except with family and religiously.
People that does not live in the same roof with you usually take you for granted. Maybe not now but one day you will see what i mean.
I just hope im wrong in some of my words. I just hope that what i had been wondering is wrong.
Maybe this is why it is very hard for me to trust anyone new. I am sorry, i had been broken so many times. I have all the rights to feel this way. Everyone have the rights to feel insecure of anything.
I AM SORRY IF MY ARTICLE IS NOT INTERESTING OR HURTING OR ANYTHING.
Thank you for reading :)






















