Today, after a very long silent, here i am! Assalamualaykum!

So, my English paper will be very very soooon! So i decided to post an essay or whatever you guys wanna look it as. Technically i really enjoy to write love stories. Usually with sad ending but this time i have something else in mind. I am going to write about US.

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It had been about three to four weeks since the day we accidentally came back in the same bus. If I was not mistaken. How are you feeling about it? Annoying? Heartless? Let us just be honest and admit it. I am feeling great and trilled about it. We can never thought that one day we would somehow be as close as we are right now. I am shocked about it too. Well, let's review some moments.

The first time I saw you, i felt annoying. You were the new kid who suddenly became now of the top student. You were invincible as I never realise how amazing you actually are. We never talked. We did not even had anything to deal with each other. The only thing I knew about you was how thin and genius you were and still thin and freaking genius.

I did realised that sometime we took the same bus but it never occurred to me that actually you live nearby.

After sometime, it just happen. You and me.

We had a fantastic conversation together and we started to be friends until now.

Honestly, I never thought that you would be so open about yourself to me. I did not even expect you would talked to me in the first place because we never talked before. I realise one thing for sure, "don't judge a book by its cover". You were so different!

No matter how prefect you imagined your prefect spouse would be, you will never get one but usually you would meet someone who have flaws but actually their flaws make both of you flawless. You are meant to complete each other. That what makes you guys perfect for each other. Me? I admit that both of us are very different in every angle that you see. Physically and interest. What make us still stick with each other, the way both of us try to make sense of each other.

" I know it is hard to be together but not being together is much worst"

His tristful voice that was so expensive and I can barely stop smiling as I heard it throughout my cell phone. I just wanted to keep your voice as my top tracks in my playlist. Your did not had any charms in your looks but it seems like I look something more than that. Who would ever thought your geek attitude drew my attention. Being yourself and just never change it, was enough.

The cling of your smile strikes my heart so hard that sometime I forgot how to breath. So dreamy and charming! You preferred to smile rather than laughter. You love the glimpse of my laugh. Knowing that was enough to make my day a wonderland! Nothing could make me blushed than your compliments. I wished it would last eternity.

I realise how much people talked about us. I could not help it but to apologise infinity times. I had made you visible to the society which was something you hate. It will end soon. Words could be deathly if you did not let it but it could be fatal if you let it. Be deaf and be positive. Sorry but I could not leave as your love was like nicotine and I am addicted to it.

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Ok thats enough of such an essay. Honestly i am dry here. I don't think i can continue it.

My writing can be very ambitious but full with grammatical errors and stuffs. I guess.

It is true? Maybe to maybe not. Whatever.

I need to polish my language and vocabulary badly.

Hope you guys enjoy. Thanks for reading till the end. Pray for me! #spmvictim #spmsoon #malaysian