Author note: I wanted to write about 5 more episodes on my 'fan fic' before finishing it, yet I don't have the luxury of time to do so. I'm not reading books to improve my language so I'm just gonna drop the main plots that I wanted to write in the first place. I usually built stories around the main plot. 

The Paris trip: this should be the episode of how Beth lose her virginity to Sebastian. A romantic dinner, trip . It's just the perfect city and how I imagine I would have my first time. I mean the fantasy of my first time. 

The intermission: The conflicts with Oliver where he's sending flirty signs to Beth which makes Beth feel confused. Sebastian is good and all, but she felt for Oliver before Sebastian came to her. She choose.. Sebastian. He's her first. He made her comfortable and understanding. Being with Sebastian made her feel..RIGHT. 

The break up: (yes I know, this sound suck but every relationship need to end. If not death then change of heart. The most painful break up excuse ever. Fallen out of love) The long distance college is not working well. Although we could afford the flying but it is still tiring. Being busy is another demon. 

In the end, both of them just agreed that it's the best thing to do. Why suffer this any longer. Be free, meet new people. If we are meant to be, it will be. We will meet again. We fall in love again. We will be together again. 

The invitation/ the wedding/ also the end:

- the invitation: how beth reacted as she got an invitation of Sebastian's wedding. What's ridiculous, the bride was actually in their class in school, not someone new, not someone unknown. They still got in touch once awhile but never once Sebastian mention a girl, let alone a fiance. This is just sooo sudden. Beth is not with anyone, she did date a few guys and had some one night stand yet nothing significant. In her mind, Sebastian will always be there. They will be together because no one ever made her felt like how she felt when she was with him. She tried with a guy but he just wanted to win a bet. 

Then the plot around it will be about all the losers she dated and how back story of how/why Sebastian chooses his bride. (honestly, I dont have any proper ideas on the girl he chooses but I do know from the start he's not marrying Beth)

the wedding: Beth becomes the bigger person, she flew there, put on a nice dress, and even fakes a smile as soon as she saw Sebastian, the adult Sebastian, the groom Sebastian. Her Sebastian..oh no, not anymore. 

Yet, she lost it as soon as she watched Sebastian and whatever-name bride have their first dance. She took a whole bottle of champagne and ran out into an empty room. She cries her heart out until someone actually found her. Oliver. Her first crush. Her first love. The reason why she met Sebastian in the first place. 

(The honest conversation that had been dreadful to write in my blog between Oliver and Beth. )

Oliver: Are you okay? Pass me that drink.

Beth: Obviously I'm not..it was supposed to be me up there. I don't get it.. I never knew she existed up until I got the invitation. 

O: He must have his own reasoning for not telling you the whole story. I was shocked when he said he was engaged. 

B: *drink and almost felt but Oliver caught her. He hold her at her wrist, they stare into each other's eyes. She could see his pupil dilating.* ohh..I'm wasted.. I'm sorry... I should go..

O: Wait. I need to tell you something. *silent* I actually liked you, in school. I was sooo jealous each time I saw you and Sebastian. I wanted that. *tiny smile* I was such a silly to try breaking you up with Sebastian. 

B: *blush* Well..as we are having an honest conversation, I also have something to tell you. This is funny so, promise me not to laugh. 

O: *that charming and sneaky smile* I wouldn't laugh.

B: The secret notes that someone sneaked into your locker, it was me. I had a major crush on you before Sebastian talked to me. I was kinda head over heels for you. pffft, I was so innocent back then.

O: It could be us, up there. *he holds her hand and pulls her closer. He leans on for a kiss, and she lets him*

They had a magical night together. Beth sneaked out in the morning without any proper goodbye. She just vanish. The only thing she left for Oliver is a note saying; 

Thank you for that magical night of my life. May all your dreams come true. I hope you meet a good girl someday. Last night sparks something between us but I don't think I can be in the same room with Sebastian. Yours truly, Beth.

That same night is the day she conceived the baby girl.

The meet-up: Tara is want to meet his father. The whole plot of the reaching out to Oliver, tracing his family which includes facing Sebastian again. 

The ending:

- Sebastian tells how he choose his bride.

- Meeting Oliver, letting Tara meet him.

Co parenting.

The end.

I hope yall like the whole storyline.