Assalamualaikum..

So, i am here not because of any happy news. I am so sad now. I feel like crying. I feel like, the human raises are going to extinct...

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So, i came across this trend, #RIPLarryshipper . I wonder what it is so i Google it as usual and i found out its about people who support Harry and Louis being a gay couple. Well, eventually its started after a Channel 4 aired a documentary about 'Crazy about One Direction'.

That documentary was about fans who are really,really obsess with One Direction! I mean it, really obsess. I don't blame them to be obsess because its their own business but i am so shock to find out about how obsess can a fan be towards their idol. I wish i am that obsess towards Allah and Rasulullah. Back to the theme, they show how the fans really want to meet the crews. They explain why they were obsess and so on.

One of the other things they show was about Harry and Louis have a gay scandal. I never support any same kind relationship but it appear that Louis got a girlfriend named Eleanor. The same fan base, the 1D fans, some have conflicts. Some of them agreed the gay relationship but some, don't and love Eleanor more. The Larryshipper is the fans who agree the gay relay. The Eleanor supporter asked the Larryshippers to die. They psycho the team LS until they felt like a burden and kill themselves.

And now, it already reach 42 Team Larryshippers commit suicide. I felt sorry for them.. I hope the rest in piece and their death will be remember. It is sad to read about 42 teenagers killed themselves because of bully! Now i understand why my teachers in school really hates bullies cases.


Moreover, their is #bieber something with direction. So, i found out, there was a boy being bullied because he is a fan of justin bieber. He killed himself.

People..why you must bully? people..it is fun to torture someone who never disturb us? People..do you ever imagine if you are in their place? People..you may laugh now, later, who will be laughing? You?

You can be a cause for someone's death! You think dying is great? You want to feel it? Nauzubillah min zalim.. Think twice before you do anything. Have brains? Then think! Don't act like an idiot. Allah already made you prefect. Why you never feel thankful?

Now, about Egypt. I don't have much to say. I just hope that one day the people will realize that demonstration is not the solving. I pray that Allah will secure my brothers and sisters who is Moslem. I hope that the government will though that using bullets will also never stop a demonstration. I hope that Islam will rise again! I pray that things will be piece again. I dream to visit the Makkah and Madinah while the Egypt is in a great condition. AMeen.

May Allay protects the citizen of Palestine, Miser and Syria.

May the teenagers stop committing suicide. May the world be piece. Amen.

Assalamualaikum!

Hye, i just know that actually i have loyal reader. Well, thanks guys. You really touch me and may Allah bless you all! You guys rock!

Back to the topic. Well, i like watching teen react in YouTube by the fines brother. There are also kids and elder react, better check them out! They have the chance to voice out about something. Usually the fines bro will choose a high rate view video and show to the people who volunteer. Then there is question time where you can see what actually they think about the video. I just watch is once cause my brother promote it to me. And i am so addicted to it!

Most of what they said is so true! So,i just came across this video about a student stand up and tell his teacher how lazy she is and what so ever. Here is the video..




For me, its kinda rude but its true!

I am a student so i understand. I really wait for an opportunity to actually tell my teachers how i felt about them. I am thankful that they teach me and give me knowledge but in the same time, not all the teachers are doing their job..properly.

I am not saying that all teachers but some of them did annoys me. Don't lie to yourself and be like angle by saying, never blame the teacher. They are innocent. They are just doing their job. Oh ok, so are you saying that, come into class, give hand outs and then sit then switch on the laptop and start facebook-ing, is actually teaching. Guess someone is teaching!

If the particular teacher is online, i can accept that. I just cannot accept teachers bugging students private life! And judge so much and never want to hear any, i mean it dear, ANY explanation. I had been there.

Luckily she is not teaching me. O Allah! I feel like cursing her for accusing me for what she had misjudge. I have feelings too. If i ever did anything wrong, I am truly sorry.

Teachers. They like to use their age, experience and achievement as an excuse to never open up their hears and listen to our opinion. They will say that we are too young to voice out our own opinion.

Humans never escape for doing mistakes. You just have to admit it. If anyone, young or old, tell you the right thing, take time to change. Its never too late to change.

Remember, Allah is always there. He send someone for you to be back in the straight line. Why are you pushing away His help? Take time to actually notice small things. Stop and stare.

I am not here to tell that teachers are bad, but some of them kinda misuse and forgot what a teacher should be. Its a fact that human always forget and forgot. We need each other to remind each other about what we always forgot.

Teachers are important because without them,there will be no president or Khalifah in this Allah's world. Never misuse Allah's name. Never misuse religious issues. Think more then twice to say anything or before taking action. Sometime we see it as somethings small but actually, it can be big.

I think that's all from me. If i had said anything that hurt your feelings, I am sorry. Please forgive me. That's all. Assalamualaikum and Wallahhu Alam.

Assalamualaikum..

I am facing some problem and i need to split it out. Firstly, i got an elder sister. She is someone nice with a really bad temper. She would shout to everyone when she really piss off. That really scared me.

She even scream to our parents. I know that its kinda private but i need to let go. That really surprise me and makes me terrific. I love her so much! I don't want her to be throw into hell because being a-not-so-good-behavior child. I know that i should say something but i know she will never listen. What is your felling is your little sister some and tell you want to do and what to be. You will argue back for sure. Arguing will never solve anything. It will only makes me hate her and pray bad things about my own sister.

Since that incident. I always pray to Allah. I hope He will show her the road. The straight line. Tell her what is right and wrong.

Everyone have problems with your own family. Its up to that person to act. But what i really trust, Allah will always give a challenge to someone which she or he can handle. It will be as a test or reminder.

Secondly, I had step into my past. Remember about the Nico and what so ever about him. Its about more then 5 months we had never talk and yesterday, i did it! I start a conversation with him. It turns out to be...kinda normal. He act normal so do I. But he had never change. I can guess that in the first place. We cannot expect someone to change so drastic.

But today it turns out not so well. I am the reason actually.

I am actually sad like before this but when i think back, its kinda funny. Its like a joke. Its like i am trying to repeat the history. Well, people use to do the same mistake more then once.

But this time i don't feel so guilty like the past. I feel kinda fine. It looks like i can accept it. Its not as hard as it use to be.

Alhamdulillah for that!

I learn to move on and be more wise in trusting someone. We must always move on cause time waits for no man. Just take a deep breath and take a heavy and bold first step. You will feel like a heavy weight hanging on your leg to move on but that weight is making your leg stronger. So that one day, you may be able to run faster. But that does not mean you can run from your problem. Try to solve it. Solve it while it is still a minor problem.

Rasulullah never teach us to give up. He said, even if tomorrow is the end of the world, take a bean and plant it! Insha Allah everything will be worth it. Every action will effect back to you. Never be a chicken to make a new move or to do something new. Its better taking risk for a better change then staying in bad condition.

Insha Allah, that's all for tonight! Assalamualaikum!

Assalamualaikum everyone! Today i would like to talk something kinda interesting.

everyone knows what is acapella right? Its music that is produce by sound of mouth. ONLY MOUTH! It's like... SUBHANALLAH!

You can do all the weird sound, then join in to make one great song! Well, i actually have this fever of acapella after watch Pitch Perfect. It's also about the Went im gone song aka cups songs. Its kinda old school now but for me, it never gets old!

I really enjoy the cover songs by the KurtHugo and i like watching the YouTubers. I spend like..70% of my online section just on YouTube. Sometime i listen to Al-Qoran recite. YouTube is inspiring by their proper videos.

When they produce music with their own talent, that really open my eyes about how great Allah had create human being. Imagine, if now, we think that human are like god. Well, the real god which is Allah is much..much..much..so much..so big..damn bigger.. unspeakable. Allah is the most Holy ever. He knows so much more than us. Our knowledge is just a drop of water to a sea!

What we have now is just what He give us to borrow to benefits the world but most of us misuse it. Why Einstein who develop what so ever about the physic such ask his people to put his name in the list of people who don't support nuclear weapon? I think physic have to do something about nuclear right cause my brother was so inspire by him. Well, just google it if you want to know what happen. I just heard rumors.

We see genius have weakness. Maybe they are poor, blind, disable and etc. But Allah give them such a big gift to awake the world to seek for knowledge. Like in Spiderman, big power comes with big responsibility.

I once dream to be someone genius and gain powers that i never will expect for. In old days, i think Allah is unfair because he never create man equally. That happen cause i am lack of awareness of Allah's actual power. I learn things as i grew up now. I realize things that i never realize before. I seek questions to all my past questions. With google, you can find anything now.

Tonight,i learn that actually Allah create everyone equal. Allah knows the best for His Ummat. He already given us more that we want but we are just too naive to realize it. We always think that its never enough and we want more. Things never go as plan but it go as Allah's plan. Always remember that Allah knows the best for us!

We. as normal human being,we all have our own talent. We just have to seek for it to polish it! Never blame the fate because Allah knows the best for us. We well find the advantages after awhile. There is always reason for something to happen.

Acapella prove that music can be produce my ONLY mouth. We don't need instrument for it! It also shows how precious our voice can be. Always be grateful and thankful to Allah.

That's all. Till we meet again. Assalamualaikum >< May Allah bless you all.

Assalamualaikum..

Today i had been in YouTube for hours! So i come across this song. I was a hit last time. I really like this song because it remain me of my senior. He is a Chinese and a great speaker in debate. I admire him as a brother!

He really like this song and he had crush with this girl. This girl sing this song. I mean, cover this song and my senior download it.

Well, she never know that my senior have feelings towards her. And when they met, things like, they just say hey with each other. My senior never make a move. And one more, she is a Malay. Kinda weird but its great if my senior convert to Islam right?

I remember this stuff because after a long time i just look with my own eyes who exactly take my crush's heart. At first im kinda disappoint about it but i learn to move on.

Between me and him is over. We are friend at first but things did not work out because of some misunderstand. I met him and he act normal and i forgot to explain to him what actually happen. If he never want to know means, he never will like someone like me.

The first time we text, he really....charming. I guess. He talks like we are old friend and he is really honest with me. I never met any guy who is so, so honest with me about everything!

Guys like to act cool and never low down their egos but my crush..he is so different. He is also so complete. He is intelligent, he never break the rules, he is a prefect, he is a debater, he is a cute and honest boy and he plays basketball. He likes to play some silly jokes. He always try to understand people. He is a good listener.

Its really hard to find someone like him! I really miss him as a friend. I don't know how to explain my feelings. For me, he is someone who can guide me. He is someone that i want to listen.

And i did knew that he have someone in mind. He did said that he wants to forget her but, i don't know. Its complicated this way.

I did pray to Allah about him. But, it turns out other way.

Insha Allah everything happen for reason. Allah knows what is right for His servant! He knows the best! I believe in Allah so i will try my best to accept everything.

That's all i want to voice out tonight. Insha Allah you guys will hear some more from me next time. Assalamualaikum..