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Assalamualaikum..

I am facing some problem and i need to split it out. Firstly, i got an elder sister. She is someone nice with a really bad temper. She would shout to everyone when she really piss off. That really scared me.

She even scream to our parents. I know that its kinda private but i need to let go. That really surprise me and makes me terrific. I love her so much! I don't want her to be throw into hell because being a-not-so-good-behavior child. I know that i should say something but i know she will never listen. What is your felling is your little sister some and tell you want to do and what to be. You will argue back for sure. Arguing will never solve anything. It will only makes me hate her and pray bad things about my own sister.

Since that incident. I always pray to Allah. I hope He will show her the road. The straight line. Tell her what is right and wrong.

Everyone have problems with your own family. Its up to that person to act. But what i really trust, Allah will always give a challenge to someone which she or he can handle. It will be as a test or reminder.

Secondly, I had step into my past. Remember about the Nico and what so ever about him. Its about more then 5 months we had never talk and yesterday, i did it! I start a conversation with him. It turns out to be...kinda normal. He act normal so do I. But he had never change. I can guess that in the first place. We cannot expect someone to change so drastic.

But today it turns out not so well. I am the reason actually.

I am actually sad like before this but when i think back, its kinda funny. Its like a joke. Its like i am trying to repeat the history. Well, people use to do the same mistake more then once.

But this time i don't feel so guilty like the past. I feel kinda fine. It looks like i can accept it. Its not as hard as it use to be.

Alhamdulillah for that!

I learn to move on and be more wise in trusting someone. We must always move on cause time waits for no man. Just take a deep breath and take a heavy and bold first step. You will feel like a heavy weight hanging on your leg to move on but that weight is making your leg stronger. So that one day, you may be able to run faster. But that does not mean you can run from your problem. Try to solve it. Solve it while it is still a minor problem.

Rasulullah never teach us to give up. He said, even if tomorrow is the end of the world, take a bean and plant it! Insha Allah everything will be worth it. Every action will effect back to you. Never be a chicken to make a new move or to do something new. Its better taking risk for a better change then staying in bad condition.

Insha Allah, that's all for tonight! Assalamualaikum!