Assalamualaykum

Today i am going to talk about a person named, Aimaan Banna. Have you heard of him? He wrote the Henshin book and inspire people about da'wah and tarbiyah.

How to find him? Here:
- ig: Aimaan Banna
- fb:https://www.facebook.com/aimaan.banna
- ask.fm: @encikkopiah
- tw: @aimaanbanna
and the latest
- youtube: aimaanbanna

How do i know him?
www.aimaanbanna.com

Here we go.

A little bit information about his profile.
His age is around 20s.
He used to study in KISAS.
He is married.

Thats all i know.

Of course me is a writer, blogger, and so on.

I had been following his updates since a couple years i think. I never saw his face until early this year so that means i follow his updates because he is inspiring and not because he is handsome or whatever. He is not a celebrity but i know he have a club fans.

I don't have much to say about him. If you read his book, he wrote about changing. Be better. How to be better and he explained why there are things that we used to but it is actually a sin.

I can't further elaborate as my English is not that good. You will not feel it.

I hope Henshin will be publish in English one day because the world deserve the truth.

Moreover, Aimaan also collaborates with Tarbiyyah Sentap. Adnin Roslan.
Familiar with that name? You should.

Why do i introduce these people? It is because they inspire me to change. Changing is not about how much you change but it is about are you willing to change for the sake of Allah or for the sake of attention. If you change because of Allah, you see, you will not hesitate. You will try your best to be the best. Changing does not mean you are a saint but it means you are a better person. Sometime you fall back, be the old you but InshaaAllah you will wake up again and repent.

There are reasons why the Iblis does not want to prostrate to Adam A.S. and Allah allowed him to have followers (humans) that he can bring to Hell. But Allah promised, the Iblis can never take His obedience servants, the one that always repent, thankful, blame themselves for all the sins.

In this era, for a student like me, it is hard to go to Usrah and mosque because no one can drive me there. My family is not the type of mosque people and so on. So, in order to fill my soul with knowledge and awareness is to click.

TheMercifulServant. LoveAllah. Just watched YouTube channels that can inspire.

Be inspire. That is the key for Imaan.

If you just sit around and wait without any urgency. It is like, waiting for the moon to reply your songs.

Dude, time is running out. The end is just around the corner....

I am not saint. Far from that. Sometime i fall, sometime i raise, then again it repeat.

Stop finding reasons to NOT repent. No matter how much your sins, just repent. Even you don't feel like repenting, just repent. At first, you will not cry, but after sometime, you will cry in your sujud..

It takes time but it worth sending time for it.

InshaaAllah i hope to inspire. Wassalam.

Assalamualaykum

I am sorry that i cannot control my emotional. It had been a long time since any big shit that i faced.

Friendship sucks! Not all of it but.... it still a big problem. That is why i said, better to ignore and live you life like a normal person. Hide your sadness because it can never help you. It only help you to be stronger!

To have best friends are big blessing for me. They don't know i must i appreciate them. They have no idea about how much i thought about them. They just know nothing. Do i bother to tell them? The thing is, so they bother to know? Pffft. Whatever.

My friends are not my supporters anymore. I am glad to at least know about it. I don't know if it me the problem. Maybe i over react and stuff. Fine. That is why i prefer to stay silent. I observe their actions and so on. Try...keep on trying to be positive.

I have no problem with whoever they want to be friend of. They are free to do whatever they want. I never hold them back. But when it is not a good example then its a problem. We are people who people look and observe as leaders. But they do not take it seriously. Do you have to wait until someone who is a minor to go to you and remind you about being a leader. How do you react? You became mad like the other day.

I don't need to remind you of stupid stuff because you are old enough to know about it.

Before you tell people about how much you are sad about something or whatever... Please, be thankful for what you already have.

Loving friends.
Supportive friends.

Ingat tak kita pernah gaduh, FYI semua orang support kau. If you realize lah, aku yang kene minta maaf kat kau dulu. For the sake of pikah, aku sanggup rendah kan ego aku. Sekarang kau dengan pikah sama je.

Aku pernah back up orang sampai aku kene bash. In the end orang tu do me no good pun. Aku pernah dengar orang kutuk korang semua, aku diam dan tak join. Aku pernah nak back up korang, aku cakap benda baik je pasal korang. Ada korang tahu.

Almost everyday i heard you guys nagged about my class... Do i complaint about your class?

I had consider a lot of things.

But do you care? No, i just don't need that.

KOrang pernah ke sedar aku selalu sorang sorang. Pernah nak tanya? Pernah kisah?

*deep breath*

I know i am perfect.I am no one to tell you what to do. If you are not reading this, i don't mind. If you realize this, i don't mind too.

If you think you need me, i'll be there. But please, don't act like you care if you actually don't. I am not desperate.

Thanks but no thanks. Sincerity cannot be judge. So do I.

Assalamualaykum and Alhamdulillah

Praise Allah because of everything that he had grand us.

It has been quite sometime since any post and i know my blog is sooooooo childish and it does not symbolize like i am a 17 years old teen. Yeah people, i am 17 and proud of it.

It is not easy to be able to reach 17. I am lucky to grow in a country free from war.

You know, i had been through a lot of stuff lately.



Firstly, HK Bahas 42. Debate stuff. Well, it end well as we won grouping but we lose during octo. But still, its a good way to end my debate career. I dont think i will continue it in the next phrase of my life.

Then, 'perkampungan ilmu'. Hurm, it is like a study week where you will have class for 2 hours for each subject. One day we will learn 4 subjects.

Before all of that stuff happened, i had some friend conflicts as usual and all those stupid gossips that i had to deal in order to clean up some misunderstand about our prefect society. Whatever.

For what i can conclude from all the mess and what-so-ever that i had been through, i had a lot to comment which not all of them i remember.

*the weird thing about blogging is that you tend to have a lot of ideas as you are away from the keyboard than at the keyboard, typing*

Ehem ehem

I think, in order to live peacefully without any stress is, decrease your best friend.... It is just my opinion and i am not forcing anyone. But if your besties are in one group, like a gang of girls of boys, thats fine because you will spend time together right. But different best buddy that can't minggle, thats what i mean my many besties. it is because when you tend to have many besties, you have to deal with each of them. I mean, you have to spend time with them bla bla bla.... Some of them may understand some may not and conflict can easily happens.

Me? My so called besties now are just friend. I used to have 4 best buddies, A B C D. A is someone i used to hang as we are in the same dorm. B and C are my classmates. D is in other class but a prefect like me and A B C.

When i was in form 2 till 3, B and C are very close because we hanged out a lot. I am also very close to A in form 3 and 4. I went to her house once, and her family knew me. But as time flies, A, B and C were not as close as we used to be as we enter different classes. D and I became close because i sympathize her as most people hate her. B,D and me become close that cause C to get jealous.... Then the conflict started. D and C left, but me and B still okay. After sometime, B left and D get back.
This year, all of us entered the same dorm. At first, all of us were okay until one day, D made a conflict.
Then, i have been so close to E since form 4 but we don't hang out a lot but i do spend time with her sometime. In the same time, E is close to C.
Now, A,B and C are in a gang that dislike me and D. C got jealous of my friendship with E and E's relationship with her boyfriend.





So, conclude it all.... I prefer to walk alone and only spend time with D or E.

Now, i ignore what people think about me. Haters. Whatever, i push it aside.

Next story, aks....urgh....

Can i guy be rational with their life?! I have no intention to mess up with his personal life or whatever it is just that when it involve me..... Then it is a big mistake...

I don't care if anyone wants to be a player or whatever...

Having 'affair' with junior is nothing big but if you are an important person.... That is something big! People look up to you as a leader and a nice person... You should behave and try your best to improve yourself. It is not for the sake of yourself or people's perception but for the sake of your religion! Orang nampak kau macam alim dan baik, tak layan sangat perempuan tapi kau act oppositely. How is that helping? Yeah, everyone is not prefect, we have to correct ourself first before saying ,much bla bla bla...

You need to usderstand this, our Prophet Muhammad once said, listen to anyone's advice even if it is from a prostitute. Understand that first... You simple say, eleh, kau pun sama je.

Allah inspire someone to have courageous to advice you because Allah wants you to change.

Leaving in a society that not everyone is in the same path is not easy. You want to change. I want to change to be better but it is not easy as i cannot find someone with the same mission...
Not everyone understand my changes .... Sometime i don't even have any supporter.

Life can be hard if you never want to find happiness. Happiness will never come easily. Trust me! No matter waht, you have to stay strong and fight till the end.

Defend yourself if it can solve the conflict. Be silent because silent is the weapon to be patient. Smile, is the key of happiness. Be positive as an inspiration to be motivated.

Allah have best plans for you. If you try to find Him, He will never let you go.