If you know me, and you are one of my friend.

Assalamualaykum

I am sorry that i cannot control my emotional. It had been a long time since any big shit that i faced.

Friendship sucks! Not all of it but.... it still a big problem. That is why i said, better to ignore and live you life like a normal person. Hide your sadness because it can never help you. It only help you to be stronger!

To have best friends are big blessing for me. They don't know i must i appreciate them. They have no idea about how much i thought about them. They just know nothing. Do i bother to tell them? The thing is, so they bother to know? Pffft. Whatever.

My friends are not my supporters anymore. I am glad to at least know about it. I don't know if it me the problem. Maybe i over react and stuff. Fine. That is why i prefer to stay silent. I observe their actions and so on. Try...keep on trying to be positive.

I have no problem with whoever they want to be friend of. They are free to do whatever they want. I never hold them back. But when it is not a good example then its a problem. We are people who people look and observe as leaders. But they do not take it seriously. Do you have to wait until someone who is a minor to go to you and remind you about being a leader. How do you react? You became mad like the other day.

I don't need to remind you of stupid stuff because you are old enough to know about it.

Before you tell people about how much you are sad about something or whatever... Please, be thankful for what you already have.

Loving friends.
Supportive friends.

Ingat tak kita pernah gaduh, FYI semua orang support kau. If you realize lah, aku yang kene minta maaf kat kau dulu. For the sake of pikah, aku sanggup rendah kan ego aku. Sekarang kau dengan pikah sama je.

Aku pernah back up orang sampai aku kene bash. In the end orang tu do me no good pun. Aku pernah dengar orang kutuk korang semua, aku diam dan tak join. Aku pernah nak back up korang, aku cakap benda baik je pasal korang. Ada korang tahu.

Almost everyday i heard you guys nagged about my class... Do i complaint about your class?

I had consider a lot of things.

But do you care? No, i just don't need that.

KOrang pernah ke sedar aku selalu sorang sorang. Pernah nak tanya? Pernah kisah?

*deep breath*

I know i am perfect.I am no one to tell you what to do. If you are not reading this, i don't mind. If you realize this, i don't mind too.

If you think you need me, i'll be there. But please, don't act like you care if you actually don't. I am not desperate.

Thanks but no thanks. Sincerity cannot be judge. So do I.