for me growing up according to what we know about sex. sorry if that sound kinda intents. but its true. our parents will not let us know so many things about sex or violent, right? which we will be expos sooner..its true. it is the fact that we must accept.

so one day, i was so boring and by that time i am having a headache.so i look at the book shelve in my room and i saw this novel. i remember about what my sister told me about that story. so i start reading it.

about a girl name Carrie and her friends. its kinda interesting but what surprised me, there is about sex in it. that book said, if you are 18 or 19 but you never have sex its kinda embarrassing. so one imagination pops into my mind, so girls lost her virgin in high school? OMG! so discussting because that shows their husband is a not lucky guy.

i know im kinda young to say about all of this sex thing but i think its fine because one day i will know about this stuff. and my sibling all already past 18 so, they are the reason how i know so much stuff about this stuff. yaiks!

this is the novel

and that novel already have their movie.



and other image



this story also tell us about rule of friendship and some wisdom words

@ What if we we someone we want to be but at another place but nobody have to know

@ You can't let what other people say effect you so much. By looking at everyone like they're a big joke

@ Love is spiritual. tis about self-sacrifice and commitment. And discipline. And respect. When you lose the respect of your spouse, you've lost everything.

@ Why do girls carry these grudges for years? Do boys do that too?

The rules of i dont know

R1: why is it that the one time a cute guy talks to you, you have a friend who's in crisis

R2: humiliated bast friend always takes precedence over guys

R3: best friend always think you deserve the best guy even if the guy barely knows you exist

R4: best friend can also be full of suprises

R5: always agree with your fiends, even if its your own expense, so they won't be upset

i guess that the rule of friendship...

#that story tell us about friend that betrayed friend for a boy that was a jerk.
#having an ex that turns into gay after the break up.
#about a nerd girl that have a perfect boyfriend and already have sex.
#also about how we can be a writer which we must write something that already happen to us.
#having crisis because of sisters that only have a father because the mother already died.
#but actually carrie have a big dream to be a writer and she want to live in the big city like New York and Manhattan.but her father want she to be a scientist. yeah. that inspired me a lot.

True form heart

I want to be a scientist but in the same time i want to be a writer. my mum said i can be both of it. my dad want me to be a doctor. but my school counselor dont want be to be a writer because of the harry pother writer, JK Rowling. she start writing that fiction after she divorced.maybe my counselor is afraid im going to be like that.

so? i hope you all got the input for today even the topic is kinda sensitive.

so, this summer, my fav singer will release her movie about how she success. i just watched her trailer and it really get mt attention. i mean, she start singing because she got her first guitar from church.

her personality is great because she knows how it felt being a fan. her priority of making concert is to make people happy. she just want everyone to have fun.

she said, by singing, she smile, cry and so on. so she really got the heart of an true artist.most of her songs really inspired in so many thing. like don't give up easily, be yourself and wake up from your imagination.

she is also such a sweet and beautiful woman. i love her SO MUCH!



this show how much she focus. (i think so) she look so stunning! loving her hair!



am im going to look like this after finishing my PLKN? i mean starting with my batch, PLKN is a MUST!

but im kinda excited. even it is going to be about 3 more years...i think so.

what ever. the point im talking right now about 'the part of me' is that i want u guys to know that i really ADMIRE Katy Perry....

hope i can catch my dream too....pray 4 me....

~adios~

from what i observe since the Olympic going on, malaysian take our athletes as their hero just because they got the medals.

ok, i agreed because this can make our country become more popular and what-so-ever. so, today i read the newspaper from behind FOR THE FIRST TIME. can you believe that?! i read sport first not the cartoon first, high-five to me!

then i read something about our national-3 squash player. his name is Mohd Nafiizwan Adnan.



he is leading the game (not sure what event) and bla..bla...bla.but he is really catching people's attention right now, i think so..

then i turn to another page. this picture of this cute boy really get my attention. so i read the head line which said, 15-year-old foolballer joins Italian club. so, i read that article.

this boy enter the MENCARI RAMLI program. in that show, his hair had been shaved. he said that his dream is to achieve the national level like Manchester and his motto is, what doesn't kill you make you stronger ( stronger by kelly clarkson) . his name is Sean Gan Giannelli. he is mixed with malaysian (his mum) and itlaian (his dad). he is so cute!



i like a sport boy! they are cute and active. they keep their body fit and muscular. maybe not all but...most of them.

Sean Gan Giannelli <3

always supporting you from malaysia!

hope he heard me

i just finish my japanese paper and tommorrow i have the last paper, its history. one of my favorite sub....

yesterday i finish my math and geography paper....both of that paper i did so not good. i mean, math, i have not enough time and geo, i circle the wrong answer in the OMR paper. question paper is just for recycle but the OMR is the important one...

i just got my math's mark. its my black history. honestly! i feel like im the stupidest girl in this earth! i got 44% only. can you image?! i never got E the whole of my life for math! the worst on B...i got a red ink in my paper!!!

so, say goodbye to top 50...i don't think my pointer will be 3.0 and above.

my siblings and my family must be so damn down at me. got E for math, such a stupid girl!

easy thing also i cannot do....

so...............any advised?

i hope i can do better next time. i want to jump from E to A...pray for me...i mean, please!!!! i cannot handle anything that making me feeling much more worst! no mood for Raya...

i want to lock myself in the room! i want to cry until i die! _kidding_
its time to roll up my sleeves and pull up my socks! its time to break a lag and no more mambo jambo!!!!

Ganbatte Kudasai!!!

Official description/synopsis

London Paris New York is a film that captures the angst of being in your twenties, the most dramatic period of your life - when you have to find a career; you have your first significant relationship and most importantly form your identity in this world.

It is the story of Lalitha, a middle class South Indian girl from Chembur (an eastern suburb in Mumbai) who is on her way to New York to study politics on a full scholarship, and Nikhil, a Punjabi, rich kid from Bandra (a posh western suburb of Mumbai - read new money) who is going to study filmmaking in London, fully funded by his father's money. They decide to hang out together one evening in London and find that they are completely drawn to each other even as their future lies on separate continents.

The film follows their personal journey and their love story as they meet in London, Paris and New York for a night each over eight years. The film is in three chapters and each chapter is shot in a manner that mirrors the mental state of Nikhil and Lalitha. The three bridges on the three rivers - Thames, Seine and Hudson - witness the three states of their love.

Music is integral to the film and takes form according to the moods. The three cities also give a dramatic canvas to create different exciting themes - Pop-Romance in London; Electronic Sufi in Paris and Blues-Rap in New York, all blended in true Bollywood style. The dialogues are natural and fresh and you get a sense that you are eavesdropping on these two characters. The film is romantic but not sentimental, and even though the pair discuss meaningful things, the film is always underpinned by humour.

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that story i watched yesterday and it was so touching. i watched it because of the title. one of my dream is to go london and paris and new york. that 3 great city is my dream. maybe go there for honeymoon or study or for vacation. it doesn't matter, what matter is, i am at that place.

that story is about couple that met at london's airport. lalitha's book felt of and nikhil took it and gave to lalitha. start from that they know each other. lalitha's flied is the next day so they spend a whole day together.

after 2 years they met back at paris and have romance after walking around that city of love. and they fight because of nikhil's first movie.lalitha asked nikhil to be honest with himself.

after some years, they met back. nikhil when to lalitha's house. they when for coffee and walk around new york for an hour. lalitha's told nikhil that she is going to marry very soon with alan. nikhil was suprised and they fight. nikhil said that lalitha was selfish. but at last, lalitha cancel her wedding because she knew that she love nikhil and they be together.

such a beautiful story but...its only happen in movie

finding a true love is nor easy. we must be patient to wait until that love arrived.