growing up (for growing up only)

for me growing up according to what we know about sex. sorry if that sound kinda intents. but its true. our parents will not let us know so many things about sex or violent, right? which we will be expos sooner..its true. it is the fact that we must accept.

so one day, i was so boring and by that time i am having a headache.so i look at the book shelve in my room and i saw this novel. i remember about what my sister told me about that story. so i start reading it.

about a girl name Carrie and her friends. its kinda interesting but what surprised me, there is about sex in it. that book said, if you are 18 or 19 but you never have sex its kinda embarrassing. so one imagination pops into my mind, so girls lost her virgin in high school? OMG! so discussting because that shows their husband is a not lucky guy.

i know im kinda young to say about all of this sex thing but i think its fine because one day i will know about this stuff. and my sibling all already past 18 so, they are the reason how i know so much stuff about this stuff. yaiks!

this is the novel

and that novel already have their movie.



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this story also tell us about rule of friendship and some wisdom words

@ What if we we someone we want to be but at another place but nobody have to know

@ You can't let what other people say effect you so much. By looking at everyone like they're a big joke

@ Love is spiritual. tis about self-sacrifice and commitment. And discipline. And respect. When you lose the respect of your spouse, you've lost everything.

@ Why do girls carry these grudges for years? Do boys do that too?

The rules of i dont know

R1: why is it that the one time a cute guy talks to you, you have a friend who's in crisis

R2: humiliated bast friend always takes precedence over guys

R3: best friend always think you deserve the best guy even if the guy barely knows you exist

R4: best friend can also be full of suprises

R5: always agree with your fiends, even if its your own expense, so they won't be upset

i guess that the rule of friendship...

#that story tell us about friend that betrayed friend for a boy that was a jerk.
#having an ex that turns into gay after the break up.
#about a nerd girl that have a perfect boyfriend and already have sex.
#also about how we can be a writer which we must write something that already happen to us.
#having crisis because of sisters that only have a father because the mother already died.
#but actually carrie have a big dream to be a writer and she want to live in the big city like New York and Manhattan.but her father want she to be a scientist. yeah. that inspired me a lot.

True form heart

I want to be a scientist but in the same time i want to be a writer. my mum said i can be both of it. my dad want me to be a doctor. but my school counselor dont want be to be a writer because of the harry pother writer, JK Rowling. she start writing that fiction after she divorced.maybe my counselor is afraid im going to be like that.

so? i hope you all got the input for today even the topic is kinda sensitive.