Assalamualaikum people!! Greetings for after a very very long time of silence. Well, i had been so busy working myself and trying my best to adapt with this new environment.

Well, for your information, I am here in KMPk. I had decided to enroll in Perak Matriculation. It is not that bad, i guess.

I had been through like a lot lately!

My love story ended like a tragic which i decided to keep to myself thennnnn i experience things that i never imagined! Of course i meet new people.

The worst of all, the subjects are much more challenging.

Long story short, i tremble along my path as i set my foot here. I failed my first quiz like i never learn how to read. I failed like 3 out of 4 of my main subject for my first tests. I find myself among the bottom line. I had been there before like when i was 15 and 16 years old.

It is very hard you know. To face something alone. Pushing yourself to get up after someone pushed you down. To get the spirit to live and continue the long journey. Trying your best to make things work out well. Things like that happened. You look around and you see how easy they catch up with studies while you are still trying to understand the basic.

Let me tell you guys here,
I know that life isn't always rainbows and sunshine. I know that you planned so many things. You wanted to achieve so many in this very young age. You even dream to do any world record or whatever. The thing is, dont give up just because of the challenge that you face. If you learn chemistry you will understand what i mean here.
Relation with that facts and our struggles in life.

If a liquid wants to turn into gas, the particles have to gain energy as much as they could in order to break the intermolecule force that holds the particles together. When they manage to break it, they reach the boiling point and the matter turn into gas.

If we are just so lazy to move and to improve ourselves. We will reach a limit where we dont care about our life and our failures we ignore the spirit to change into a better person!

Like if gas give up, they loses heat and the intermolecule manage to catch they back. Slowly they will turn into liquid. Back to the past.

We are walking forward because we are looking forward for a new journey. Just because the past hold a damn lot of good memories that does not mean that its the best for you. Dont look backwards because it is not where you are heading!

I had been motivating myself and i know that you guys should too! Having a shitty day does not mean your life is shitty too it is just a shitty day so that when you have a better day you would appreciate it more.

I meet friends that could accept me for who i am and i know that they are helping me with my studies and my life.

I do missed my old friends and my schoolmates but life moves on. You can't expect someone to stay just for you. They have their own dreams to achieve and they want to have new journeys and meet new people too.

I understand the struggle as a student.

Well, for now i guess thats all. Maybe next time I will return with more juicy stories about the people here and my experience facing all the assignments and lab reports etc.

Thank you for reading till the end! Hope you guys enjoyed it! Leave any comment if you would like me to respond to you. ok !