Ok! Her name is Maria Elena and she is a blogger and a vblogging too. She is having her master right now. her blog is peliks.blogspot.com . you guys can find for all of her information in her blog or her facebook or just google her name! its IT world, man!

anyway, i LOVE her attitude so much! her personality is great! she is so like me. we are the weird species, thought! she is beautiful,funny, intelligent and she is weird! i mean, she is an engineering student. she said, being engineer is serious but we are kinda weird in our own ways. (more less like that)

here! she is a part time Model (like..WHAT!!!) and stuff. I never heard anyone except her, is a Model and an engineer and a master student and not wild (she already go for UMRAH..WHAT!!!)



and she also got the title of the woman of the month! WTH?! shes like, the coolest woman i've ever known!



she have her own website for shopping online. can check in her blog! what amazed me the most...she is getting marry! she already engaged ok! thats like super wow! she is so prefect in my eyes. she takes care of her 'aurat'. she is marrying her boyfriend. she is a MODEL (still amazed) . and she cares about the society! she is like an angle. i mean the cool one. and she can speaks British essences! way cooler! she had been travel the world. not so much but still! her video's in you tube is soooo funny and lessonable ( not the word in dictionary).



she have the most random behaviors! but for me she is magnificent! Allah have show me what i want to see. because once i wonder, can a girl like be someone that is still me but always remember Allah? yeah, Allah answer my question by sending this magical woman! I am so pleased to ALLAH.. Allahuakhbar!

yeah, i just watched today. they rocks so much until it make me speechless! i felt so curious and my heart pound like i had ran for marathon on the last part.

the starting is sweet like hell! i really wish that i could live in that dream! Bella woke up after 3 days of coma and start to ear and see the tiny things. thats amazing! and Renesmee is so cute, like a doll. But Edward look kinda old actually compare in the first twilight,he looks death drop handsome! (sorry for being over)

what make me kinda less satisfied is that the war is just a vision not something true. it can happen but it did not happen. and lastly, Jacob will marry Renesmee. for me, what will their child be?

Half human, Half vampire + Half human, Half wolf = ??

my friend and I make a conclusion. maybe

@ a new species of human
@ an immortal child that will destroy everyone
@ if a girl= vampire or a boy= a wolf

then i start to make new plot about how that child will be or destroy the Volturi. Its kinda funny and i over react (usual thing). When i asked my mum,

Me: why Jacob must be with Renesmee?
Mum: That Alice already see the future lah.
Me: But Jacob will grow old but she wouldn't.
Mum: Yala..
Me: What child will they get?
Mum: The story already end so don't built new plot.
Me: I am just asking.

I am going to be 15 but im acting like im going to be 5. Lol

anyway, at last Jacob said to Edward:

J: so you want me to call you father?
E: no need.

thats kinda funny actually.

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!the wall paper!

Julia is preparing for the convention when suddenly Mark appear from no where and start talking with Julia.

M: Hey! You are joining this convention?
J: Eh, yeah. -weird-
M: You must be weird why I'm talking to you.
J: yeah. why are you talking to me?
M: Im joining the convention too. There is my stuffs. I will present about the space.
J: Well, i just gonna present about the new technology.
M: You know, some man from the university gonna pick some student for full scholarship until they finish study high school and phd. Its a big opportunity. But they will be transfer to other school near the university and daily they can make experiment in the lab. Its cool huh?
J: First, when are you interested in Science. Second, are going to quit soccer? Third, that is a damn good deal! Im going to get it!
M: Good luck!

Then Julia saw Daniel marching towards her. Julia smile when she see Daniel. Daniel grab her wrist and kiss her. Mark just smile but he seems to make fake smile after all.

M: ok guys. i got to go. see you later. (walk away)
J: ok.

D: why is he talking to you?
J: being friendly i guess. I never know that he like science.
D: are you happy?
J: of course! why not?
D: because of him?
J: no jealousy! because of you! you come to see me before the convention start!
D: erm...if i win. i am going back to Korea. cause they will send the chosen one to Korea for the new academic there. 5 person will be chosen. and for your information, syam and nyna are joining.
J: what! they never told me that.
D: they are kinda...hate me that effect you too. im sorry.
J: never mind.lets put that aside and be focus. about that school thing. we talk later, ok? im kinda busy now. i need to focus so do you. lets fight for our future!
D: thanks dear. wish me!

Then Daniel when away while Julia prepare her project. Everything go well. Julia present her project with full of confidence and she can answer what-ever they asked. Daniel sing and dance so great! He amazed the judges. Both of them show up so well.

-breaktime- Julia meet Daniel as they already promise to meet.

J: so how is your competition?
D: great! you?
J: Fine! erm..we kinda need to talk.
D: What?
J: if i got this deal, im going to stay at England. because i will be studying there and maybe work there too. and you are going to korea right? if you get your deal.
D: means, we will be separate.
J: yeah, so what do you say?
D: you mean?
J: our relationship of course.
D: we are not going to break up! i love you. you also know that.
J: i also love you. but, will distance...ensure it?
D: only death can separate us, ok.
J: lets just pray for that.
D: yeah...

both of them keep in silent. until the announcement for the winners...

"sorry to interrupt your break but there is an important announcement i need to make. now i will announce the winners that will be selected to enter the academy in Korea. Daniel!Syam!Maggie!Melisa!Gwen! sorry for the one that are not selected. the second is about the project that stunt today. looks like this couple is going to England for this big deal! Congratulation to Julia and Mark! that is all for today. hope everyone is going to be happy for the results."

both of them cheer like crazy but suddenly they realize one thing. they have to separate...both of them look at each other.

D: Julia..

mark appear and say,

M: Julia, there you are. We need to go. The professor want to see us. sorry Daniel, need to borrow your girl friend for a while.
D: sure...tonight i will call you.

mark when away with julia. julia just follow and she seems like want to cry. actually, mark bring her to one place. a romantic place where no one is there and under a tree that is full with flowers.

J: where im i?
M: relax, im not going to do anything to you.
J: you said the professor want to see us.
M: i lied ok. i just need to talk to you.
J: why here?
M: Julia, i...li..like you since....the second grade...
J: but you were dating Melisa. you never talked to me or anything.
M: yeah i was dating with her but i always look at you.
J: why now? i always look at you, you never look back.
M: you crazy! i only look at you when you busy talking with your friends. i hate eye contacts ok.im sorry for being late.
J: its too late. i love daniel not you.
M: you know me longer than him. i deserve a chance.
J: if you love me, you should tell me earlier, not now.even i know you first but daniel is way more amazing!
M: what! what he have until you like him so much?
J: he is kind and he is braver than you.
M: but he is letting you go. can't you see? he is going to Korea to be away from you. don't you realize that?
J: no! that is a big fat lie! he have a big dream to catch and i also have a dream to catch. he is ok with mine so im ok with his.
M: let me be your protector. i learn Science in detail all because of you! can you see? i let go of football for you. that is a big scarified!
J: that is sweet of you but my heart was taken. i hope you understand. if this is not your dream than don't go for it. leave it!
M: i can't! i already reach this far! you think its easy?
J: then let me go!

julia try to run but mark hold her arm.

M: im not letting you go that easy! you must please me first! i know you are still a virgin!
J: ow, you must be joking. you will regret this!!
M: no..i never taste a virgin yet.
J: urght! take this!

julia kick his...*middle..than ran away. she cried for helped and look around. then suddenly daniel from behind her, hug julia.

D: its daniel! relax..you are going to be fine!
J: (crying) where have you been?
D: i was just about to act but you did first. i never though that you are that brave.
J: i learn taekwando ok. (starting to laugh)
D: never do that when we marry ok.
J: (smile) maybe..haha

yeah it was kinda shocked that Mark react like that. love can make you lose control huh? looks like daniel come just on time to comfort julia. but actually, mark will start keeping a revenge towards that happy couple.

what will happen next? is mark will continue his revenge as he is going to England with Julia. how the relationship will be after sometime. it looks like julia's bestfriend is turning against her this time. want to know in more detail. wait!

everything that you said about me is so right! i mean it. the reason why this happen, because im so jealous and i want you to fell that you need me. yesterday i surf about friendship aka sahabat. and i got this 5 tips. and one of it said that we must not be jealous to our best friend because every bestfriend have their own why to tread each other.

yeah, i always think badly about you. thats the way i taught myself about boys since i broke up with my ex. if i always think positively, it just going to end up heart break. but i don't realize that im doing that to you. its my fault. its never yours. im the one who create everything. i already think of not doing it but something told me to do it. even i know that im going to lose you.

you had been a great friend and your secrets safe with me. even i am so selfish but i always keep my promise. i know that starting for today. i am officially not your friend. im sorry for everything that i had done. i hope you to HALAL kan every credits that you spend on me. and i will always pray for your happiness.

like i said, i am so sorry for
@being your worst friend in the world
@for having feelings for you
@judge so early
@have bad thoughts about you
@being so caring
@never try to understand you
@asking you so much
@being such a jerk
@message you so much until your credit finish
@i will always miss you after this
@cannot forget you that easy
@making you fed up
@--what so ever i did wrong--



"The One That Got Away"

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

(we meet in bainun. you are being such a scary classmate because of your eyes.)

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you
( we contact back after like a year we never talk a word. its fun talking to you. i never thought that i would lose you today)

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)
(we are bestie cause i asked for it. this year i start to have feelings for you and when i miss you i will read your texts that i save. when you called me bestie, when you say gudnite. that time, i know that we will always take care and support other cause we are SAHABAT.)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse
(now all of that only left history)

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price
(i know its hard to find your replacement. im sorry for not being fully honest.now i get my punishment)

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

@sorry if this make you uncomfortable.
@i dont deserve to be sorry.

im being a jerk to let go one of the precious friend. -sob,sob- im just being honest. im tired of crying because of you. i know that im not being a great friend and you deserve better. i already go through so many rejection. i know that felt hurt and i can over come it. but loosing someone you care so damn much is like killing yourself.

i can only pray that we become friend back but i know if that happen we will not be that close. -frustration-

but everything will come with price. maybe we will have great future one day. big thing come with big sacrifice, right? maybe i found mine.
i knew you were trouble #np

he said i judge his feelings. i don't deserve a friend like him. he need time to change.

im i being a damn egoist? i mean, he is my bestie. i cannot be in love with him. i don't want our relationship as friend end as ex. never! but you get it wrong. maybe everything is my fault. i judge you before i know the truth. but how can i know the truth if you never want to share. i just said what i know.

sorry..i have no rights to judge you. im being a damn jerk!

this is the character for my new drama. i love korean lately so that really effect the characters.



this is daniel. actually he is in the TVXQ group.

i like watching witch yoo hee. so i take most of the characters.



this is mark.



this is nyna



this is syam.

julia is me. but im not picturing myself, of course. below this play the julia character.




maybe i will add characters but for now. just this. i hope this drama will make you guys fell excited!



cannot imagine Lisa Surihani become the true scientist..LOL

d: julia, are you alright?
j:not really...
g: are you alright?
j:you...you are the old woman that chase me when i was small right?
g:oh, i told you she still remember me.
d:haha! i never guess that.
j: what do you mean? you know about this all along?
d: kinda. i told grandma about you and i showed her your picture and she told me about that incident.
j: so? its a nightmare actually. no offence
g: i know that honey. but if you know me, i will not be your nightmare anymore.
d: seriously. give her a chance. everyone deserve a second chance.
j: hurm...ok, fine. but grandma, please never scared me....
g: im sorry. actually that time, i was just want to say hello but you ran and you left your candy so i want to give back but you ran away.
j: huh? im...im speechless.
d: its fine. grand's understand. so lets have dinner.
j: dinner? i faint for a long time?
d: kinda...
j: sorry for making you guys trouble.
g: its fine honey.

---while dinner----

j: this food is so damn good!
g: just eat how much you want, honey. you know, im happy to see my daniel this happy. thank you julia.
d: granny..
j: its fine...i should thanked him! i mean, he had been a caring friend even i dont realize that he love me.
g: he likes to keep secret but it wouldn't last long. haha!

----after dinner. chat with daniel alone---

j: so, what do you think of the future?
d: marry you of course
j: -blushing- i mean your ambition.
d: i want to be a singer and a dancer
j: what?! you never told me that. i though you want to be an engineer.we have so many in common.
d: -put his finger at julia's lips- shuhs..i know that. but i like to sing and dance.
j: i never see you singing or dancing.
d: one day you will watch me live on stage! but you know by that time im just looking at you and sing for you.
j:-about to cry- why are you saying this? its like you want to say goodbye.
d: don't say like that. how about you?
j: i want to create a history that all man kind will remember. i want to be a great scientist. i hope you understand.
d:i understand.
j: you don't mind having a working wife don't you?
d: not at all.

then he lean down and kiss julia. teenager love, will it last forever?

--at school--

s: so,how is you guys doing?
d: fine. why?
n: nothing. im just surprised that Julia can pick you that easy as she like Mark for like, since she saw him
d:so? did that matter?
s: not really. she seems not really close with us since she have you.
d: you guys don't agreed with our relationship?
s: to be honest, not really

#suddenly julia appear from no where

j: hye guys! sorry i have been avoiding to see you guys. i had been busy doing my science project for the science day. you guys know how important that project was to me, right?
d: listen, i don't care if you guys cannot accept it but the truth, she also spent less time with me but i never argue. let's go julia.
j: wait! what happen? -daniel pull julia away. nyna and syam only look-

--awhile-

j: are you going to explain now?
d: ok. they said our relationship is making you to...like...being away from them. like im a bad person..-start to sulk-
j: oh, daniel. i know they say something that you really hurt. spill it out...
d: they said you had a crush on mark.
j: i think you know that earlier right? its just a crush. the main is i love you -blush-
d: what? repeat it.
j: i know you heard it. don't make me repeat it.
d:or? -julia grab his t shirt and kiss him-
j: that will happen less.
d: ok. -blush like tomato-
j: hey, look at this notice.
d: -pick up- a singing competition will be held soon. who have the talent can enter the art academic. and it is held the same day as your science day.
j: go for it.
d: really?
j: you give me chance to catch my dream now its your turn.
d: thank you julia. i know you are the one. -hug-

they are so busy with each other's things but they still steal time to meet. their relationship become closer but not everyone is happy about it. syam and nyna are still with their own perception, they simply think daniel and julia are not to be together. looks like this cute couple will have trouble to face in the future.

to find out what will happen:
-is daniel going to win tha competition?
-what will syam and nyna do?
-after this mark will surprised us
-will julia's project will attract the judges?

wait for the next ep

hey guys.

so, i make a dare for myself. it is, no contact with anyone in 5 days. i only told some people about it because i don't want everyone to know about this little dare. i will start tomorrow. maybe i will see you guys soon but before that i got some stories

first:

yesterday i lovely pet ran away because my dad forget to lock his cage. then my mum and dad turn so sorrow about it. i know they are not ready to let that thing go. today they start their day by looking for it. and after they gave up and want to take some rest, by that time i was in the kitchen. suddenly my mum scream, baby! i found the baby!

yeah, they found it in the cupboard. it is still alive and healthy. so they cheer with joy. i just watch and smile. my dad play and gave it a bath. after for hours, my dad do other thing. he is the one that is jumping on the cloud 9.


second:

i told my best friend -syamil- about it. and that time im kinda not in the mood. then he said
s: he ran away?
me: yeah, he cannot tali-port to somewhere else.
s:oh, i should i know...pfft
me: ok

after awhile i felt so guilty. so i text him

me: sorry. im kinda moody just now.

the great thing happen. he did not reply. i felt kinda angry about it but i try think positive for awhile. then i said to myself, he must be busy with his girl friend. i shouldn't bother him.

then i saw he already dis active his facebook account. im like, ok now he is the one getting away from me. Fine!



so, i am so sad about this. he used to be someone that always with me...maybe not now. and i know he never read this.

lalala~ things with me and daniel is kinda interesting as we become closer then before. my family knows his family and my mum keep on telling me how great he is to me and asked me if we have any relationship.

j: mum..we are just friends. not more.
m: i know that but you guys seems to be so close.
j: yeah, we are bestie, what do expect?
m: what ever, but if one day i know that he is your boy friend i will give my bless.
j: MUM!-blushing-

yeah, i hate that conversation. i like talking with my mum except about boys. she like to think over the boundaries. i kinda...not ready for that kind of stuff.

ting!-message-
d: free tonight?
j: not really. whats up?
d: want you to accompany me to town.
j: what time?
d: 8pm
j: for?
d: a surprise!
j: erm..sorry. can't make it..
d: its fine. maybe i can asked Syam.
j: great. i got to go. bye!
d: bye...

damn it! i want to follow but i cannot risk it. i mean, what if he want to fetch his girl friend from where ever he came before moving here. i..dunno. i heard he talk to a woman laughing and they promise to meet today. i know its his girl friend because he seems so excited about it.

the next day. i go to school earlier then usual. i try to escape from daniel no matter where he is. i skip every class that we enter together. when ever i met him, i will run until one day..he manage to grab my hand before i can speed.

d: julia, what is wrong with you?
j: erm...nothing. i got to go. bye!

daniel pull my hand as i want to walk away.

j: ouch! what is wrong with you?
d: me? why are you escaping from me since i text you.
j: you need piece not disturb.
d: meaning?
j: that day..you fetch your girl friend right?
d: what that..(julia cut)
j: shuh...no need to say. i really need to go.
d: (julia walking away) julia....(she ignore) JULIA!...(still keep on walking).. I LOVE YOU!! (she look back)

this is so drama. daniel ran to julia and kiss her. and they smile.

j: i m sorry to..yeah..misunderstand you..
d: its fine. and fyi, i fetch my grandma...hope you can meet her soon.
j: no problem!

one thing nobody knows....i am so scared at old people. because when i was a kid, an old crazy woman pretend to be a witch and she cursed me so many things. even she want me to be a cat so i can be her cat. she chase me around the park. the people just watch and laugh even they saw me crying.

my mum said that she is not crazy but she is just making jokes. for me it is not a joke but a nightmare. i cannot sleep for 5 days because of that crazy woman. i just hope daniel's grandma is not that kinda person.

the day of old woman

daniel called her grandma which is in the kitchen.

d:grandma! i bring our special guest!
g: coming!

then she appear from kitchen.
g: hello young girl.
j: argh!!!!!!

(she faint)

-why she faint? wait for next ep-