if you are reading

everything that you said about me is so right! i mean it. the reason why this happen, because im so jealous and i want you to fell that you need me. yesterday i surf about friendship aka sahabat. and i got this 5 tips. and one of it said that we must not be jealous to our best friend because every bestfriend have their own why to tread each other.

yeah, i always think badly about you. thats the way i taught myself about boys since i broke up with my ex. if i always think positively, it just going to end up heart break. but i don't realize that im doing that to you. its my fault. its never yours. im the one who create everything. i already think of not doing it but something told me to do it. even i know that im going to lose you.

you had been a great friend and your secrets safe with me. even i am so selfish but i always keep my promise. i know that starting for today. i am officially not your friend. im sorry for everything that i had done. i hope you to HALAL kan every credits that you spend on me. and i will always pray for your happiness.

like i said, i am so sorry for
@being your worst friend in the world
@for having feelings for you
@judge so early
@have bad thoughts about you
@being so caring
@never try to understand you
@asking you so much
@being such a jerk
@message you so much until your credit finish
@i will always miss you after this
@cannot forget you that easy
@making you fed up
@--what so ever i did wrong--



"The One That Got Away"

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

(we meet in bainun. you are being such a scary classmate because of your eyes.)

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you
( we contact back after like a year we never talk a word. its fun talking to you. i never thought that i would lose you today)

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)
(we are bestie cause i asked for it. this year i start to have feelings for you and when i miss you i will read your texts that i save. when you called me bestie, when you say gudnite. that time, i know that we will always take care and support other cause we are SAHABAT.)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse
(now all of that only left history)

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price
(i know its hard to find your replacement. im sorry for not being fully honest.now i get my punishment)

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

@sorry if this make you uncomfortable.
@i dont deserve to be sorry.