Moving Forward

Assalamualaykum, hey peeps!

I finally have the time to actually post something here again in the same month. Well, i had been so busy until this wednesday, I was so stressed out because i had so much going around!

Since i failed a lot in my exams and i had been having some rough time dealing with my feelings and studies (as you can see).

I put this new mind set. KEEP MOVING FORWARD.

Well, who hate all the good times in the past but things change as you grow up, right? So, always be positive with yourself.

I always remind myself that I am still young and everything that I am dealing right now is actually just the tip of the iceberg.

There are a lot coming along the way.

I know that sometime i did felt bad about myself for so many things because of low self esteem and etc. See you friends are so much better than you are. Then suddenly about the news about this little boy that Google had gave him a life time scholarship because he had discover a new formula to know your age. Im like..... I am 18 and yet i had never achieved that much in my life. Well, we are not lucky or GENIUS as some people right?

What i do know about my life, I am going to life to the fullest! I don't give a damn if someone would come to me and compare about how GREAT, BETTER or whatever about their life. I am happy with mine.

There are things not everyone could experience it. Everyone has different path to walk in. Choose and create your own path. Make sure to life a wonderful and awesome life.

Regretting some 'things' are normal. This is call, life.

No matter how fancy or great ones life is now, they had been through a lot before this. Read about Oprah and Mohammad Ali's life. It surely will give you some heads up. You will gain more trust about your life.

Life is like, you are holding a torchlight while walking in a dark tunnel. YOu don't know where you are going, what you are doing and all you know is just walk forward to the light. This gets clearer as you are nearer to the light. As you grow up, you will realize things you never realize or you used to ignore before. Like, do you realize how much you used to spend when you are shopping alone and when you are shopping with your mum. DO you realize all the small details about your mum. DO you realize how much time you actually have to rest. All the sleeps. YOur friends. There are actually more to life for.

Yeah i know that receiving a degree is actually 'LIFE GOAL'.

Being rich is 'LIFE GOAL'.

In my opinion, personally i think, living in this earth only once, if you do not discover it yourself it will be such a waste. To let humanity being ignored is one of the biggest lie.... Meeting new people, go to new countries, write a book.

I don't want to be famous because of of name. I don't need to be recognize. I just want to contribute. And I just want to live a good life.

Why i prefer to watch youtubers a lot, it is because most of them are honest and totally not fake. They talked about their life. You will realize that actually they don't need a degree to be famous or rich. You just need a camera. Then do videos. Good ones. Back to the topic, we can relate our life with them. I mean, just look at them. They used to be someone walking on the street anyone recognizing them. But things change.

Before i end this post, I just wanna say, life this life to the fullest. No matter how down you are, always find reasons to stay ALIVE! If you feel so useful and just want to give up, i recommend that you guys seek some help. I think, being a volunteer in any charity programme would be helpful. You will realize how lucky you actually are. Just take some time to Praise Allah for all the good and bad things. For everything.

JUST KEEP LIVE FORWARD!