LOve oF AllaH

Alhamdulillah we meet again after quiet some time. Well, i've been through a lot lately. Things change now. I can see that actually how life is all about!

"Maybe life will not go as what we planned but it go like Allah had planned for us. Allah knows the best for us."

That sentences really inspired me a lot. Really tells me to move on and life my life now. I can see why they said, every goodbye will have its hey back. Meaning, everything that had gone away will be replace with a new replacement. Maybe it is not as good as before but it is the best for us. Some time it can be more awesome then before.

Why im saying these things. Well, like i said before i had face some issues lately. Things that i never planned to be happen. Things that happen which kinda make me lose hope and forget Allah for awhile. Remembering Allah is important. I mean it, its damn important! If you ever forget Him, you are totally doom my friend.

Remembering Allah keeps us in the straight line. Keep us remind the cycle of life. Dead. Hell. Heaven. Allah. Rasulullah. Things that we must lock in our mind every second! I admit that sometime i was drift away about the world. About fun things. I always try to remind myself. I am not in a family which always remind ourselves about religious stuff. I have to do it on my own. It is hard at first but it turns out to be great because it teaches me to be more independent!

I was in Indonesia for my sister's convocation so i miss 2 examination papers. I must sit for that papers after I got back. Suddenly the date change and my parents waste thousands of Ringgit for the flight we booked earlier and the hotel. But by Allah's permission, things go on well. I learn so much about living in Indonesia compare to Malaysia. I am so bless to be a Malaysian.

I was back in Malaysia that wednesday and that night my parents send me back to school at that night! Imagine how tired i am. The next day i went to school as usual. That week i can went back home.

That friday, in the car, i get a bad news. I grandmother passed away. They said Allah took her life after Zohor's Azan. I was speechless. That night, we clean the house and prepared for the Tahlil. Alhamdulillah, things were so smooth! Allah makes it easy for us! Such a bless from Allah.

Then, i took my papers. I grade maintain. Alhamdulillah! Never get bored of saying it! I had my sport's day. I was in the parade. I was force to enter but it turns out to be blast!

Everything happen as expected except...i saw a boy which looks really identical to my ex bestfriend. My mr.nico aka syamil. I cried that night because it had been 4 months the tragic happen. By that time, i admit that i blame the fate. Nauzubillah... But i recover from it. It takes time but i know and i believe there must be a reason why Allah wants me to meet that identical person.

Last friday, i took a bus to went back home. My bus arrived an hour late! I was about to cry.. But as i reach my destination, i went to perform my prayer. Subhanallah! I met my friend. My old friend. Last year we met for small reunion. I said to myself, everything comes with price!

So, for the conclusion. Allah knows the best for us. Things happen for reason. The more He challenge you, the more love He is giving you! He want you to realize the sins that you made, the mistakes that you made and he want to test your love towards Him. Maybe you had forget about Him lately, that makes Him jealous. His love towards us is much bigger that the love that our mother feel towards us!

Always remind ourselves about things that we should remember..

Insha Allah for now that's all from me. Assalamualaikum. Salam Ramadhan to all Moslems.