Saturday, July 7, 2012

i have a crush on

i dunno what is wrong with me tonight. i just finish uploading pictures from facebook. then i saw this photo. that photo really making me excited. the truth is, i had a crush on him. its been, i'm not sure since when but kinda.

at class, i can see him from his class's window. sometime i saw him looking outside like thinking. but, he is the type of boy that did not bother about girl. by the time i took his picture, his not angry but he ignore me. the point is, why he did not get mad but he just keep quiet and let me took his picture.

maybe is lazy to say anything.WHY I LIKE HIM:
@ he is so handsome and smart
@ he a genius
@ he play rugby
@ he is a quiet boy and mystery



and this guy. he is so funny but i don't know how to be close with him
i like him because:
@ he is funny
@ creative
@ his eyes when he took off his glasses



this guy is different. i like to see his face because for me he is kinda cute but he is an annoying boy. seriously, he always scold me when we chat.



i also have crush on one of my classmate but that just happen last time. now i more prefer to just be friend because he start to annoy me lately. i dunno what is his problem. i act cool but he keep on irritating me with my ex. its not funny ok.

last time i like him because:
@ his cute face
@ his spirit
@ his attitude
@ how caring he is



this guy right here is someone that is older that me. just one year. i had chat with with a several time. since that im so damn shy to meet him. every time i meet, i'll try to run away.i mean, try to avoid him but sometime my friend will trick me. like one day he was walking passing my class then my friend asked me out then i walk outside. and by that time, we meet eyes and i feel like wanna explode. so i rush inside my class. i dunno why, every time i saw him, i'm like...WAWAWAH!!!

@he is cute
@a soccer player
@ a runner
@ tall but thin



lastly, my ex
i still like him...he is different. other people i like just for fun. to make me excited or to make me happy but him. he is the one make me feel like in the cloud 9 or break my heart. the real feelings.

now...we are just....friend. it is lame to still be friend while you know that it is not comfortable or what ever.

i dont know. i still cannot forget about him. i'm not ready or i still did not meet the one that can replace his place. or i'm not ready. things just so complicated between us. so i decided to step aside and let him decide what's the best for both of us. i'm tired of everything. i 'm tired of crying or missing him. i just want to live a happy single life without any tears.








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