new start?

as you know from the feedback about me. things just getting worst and making me worst too. but the worst thing is actually great! because from those incident i get a change to change. to be more careful. to be someone new.

a leopard cannot change his spot but he can be better. just like me, i cannot change who i am but i can be better. so today i'm thinking...can i really change myself?

now what i'm trying to do:
-be more hard working especially for subject that i'm weak
-controlling my anger
-being active in co-curricular (basketball and debate)
-improving my spelling (starting to read the dictionary)
-being more quiet (kinda impossible)
-want to stay single until the right person arrive
-want to start writing a new story for my lovely blog (like drama)
-want to be more discipline

but can i really achieve this stuff?

question mark there...

guys...my music teacher told us his love story which was just like me. he said, we must be tough and never give up. and he said, the one that dumped him was such a waste. so i take his words to keep me on top. i mean, to throw away my sorrow.

it took a week to really think and decide. after a week (maybe more), i already gave back all the notes that used to be the symbol of loyal, back to izzul. so that mean, our long story already end!

i think he is happy with his new more hot and beautiful girl friend. that's why he dumped the most coolest and one of the clever girl in class. but i don't care. i already think of revenge but...for someone useless like him, nah...he is wasting his time coupling while i spend my time studying so which one is better?

i already had crush on someone else but...i just to stay single for now. couple? maybe not now. still sawing my broken heart. hope you guys get what i'm trying to say.

adios!