A new start

Assalamualaykum Alhamdulillah

Ramadhan is here! Now is the forth day of fasting! ALhamdulillah I am enjoying the fasting month. Even i have not break fast with my family yet but Inshaa Allah i am looking forward this Friday.

Well, it is better to know the truth rather than being lie all along. Sometime we try to be someone prefect and someone that everyone will look up to. But things just never work out as plan. They see our flaws and talk about it. But you do not know about any of it until one day your friend break it to you.

It is frustrating to receive 2 bad news in a day. You know that you had been betrayed by your own friend and you a 'new name' you got stuck with.

It is a story that you hope never exist in your life chapter. A gloomy day. It took a lot to actually get over it in one day. Some supports and reminder. Reminder of Ramadhan. Reminder about fasting. Then you stand up.

Put on the mask my friend. Just get over it for a day. Take that night to release everything. Never look back. Its hurting your soul. Its hurting your thoughts. All bad thoughts. Just remember, we are human and we made mistakes. No one is prefect. Just just need to try to be better that is enough.

By this time you will realize who is your friend and who is your rival. You care and who act like they care. Well, we don't need an actor in our life. We are the character that need to be the best actor! We need to be alive in own story.

Every morning is a new start in our life. It is a new chapter of life. Life will never stop until the day we die. Even after we die, we still have our afterlife story. Heaven or hell. Life is always about choice. It is up to you to choose. So make a better choice.

Istikharah. Prayers. Inshaa Allah a better future.

In life you will fall no matter how high you jump. It is just about how much time you take to be back on your feet to jump back. Time. Time. Time.

Why do you need to argue what had happen? You can't erase any of your history. It will stay put in you memory box. Forever~ So live with you life happily because it will end sooner than you expected. Life is just too short to stay sad all along.

Now is only teenager years. We just need to learn and learn to be a better person filled with knowledge.

Look back all the error and mistakes that you had done. Than so a correction. Improve your life. Be smart.