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Hye awak.

yeah you.

I am speechless for what had happen. FYI only the past keep me going, and do you know how much it hurts? You never care. When you care? When you wanted me gone.

Remember when i was about to left?
You made me feel guilty about it. So i stayed.

Remember when i was so jealous and wanted to be gone?
The you appear with your explanations. I stayed.

Remember when you were gone?
I always remember you. And missing you.
Do you know that? Thats why i am telling you.

I know that you wanted to settle things down, ok im fine with it but i just need to give you some information that i hope you wonder.

Of course i follow your updates.

Of course i was hoping for, at least, one text saying why it happen. But, nothing.

Then you appear, and act like nothing happen. And you started to act like, we are just minor friend. No special bonding or anything. Ok.

I can't describe what i felt because most of it are empty. Nothing left. Only left memories. Yeah, memories.

TBH i already expect something like this to happen. Cause it is impossible for us to stay forever the same right.

Can you do me a favor? Go back to the past and never ever give me any hope cause now you know that you had broke all the hopes.

I am sorry for caring to much about you. Just sorry for everything.

Dont worry. I'll be gone.