Dear friends

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

Praise to Allah for giving me an opportunity to be back. It had been a month since anything. Well, i dont have the time and device to post anything.

Since the past three weeks,i had to attend 3 camps in a row. And its killing me! I mean, i am tired. But that does not stop me from doing what i have to do. Looking at the bright side, i am more keen to perform my duties as a prefect. Alhamdulillah. Learn a lot. About life, duties, friendship and other things.

And things change... teachers look up to me as someone important. Someone that can hold a big responsible. Well, i never realize that until the last day of school. I know that i am going to lead people but i just dont expect a lot of people.

I know that people hate the rules and the older we are, we want to be free from any rules or whatever that will hold us back. I dont blame that cause i feel it.

But in this universe, we are living in Allah's creations. He created rules to make sure things are in order and nothing is in mess. Everything has its own law. So as human, we need to obey the rules in order to create a better person. Maybe we cant effort to follow everything but at least we try to be better.

Do you ever think why Allah allow human to create rules? Its our own responsible to obey it. Look at Japanese, they obey most of their rules and they become one of the most success country. Its country itself is so clean and you can barely find any rubbish. How can that happen? They obey the rules. Maybe not 100% of the citizen but most of them.

Respensible that i am about to handle is not something that i asked or dream about. But it is a trust from teachers. If i can choose to decline it, i will but it shows that i am too coward to step out from my confort zone. I trust Allah has a better plans for me in the future thats why He allows this to happen. InshaaAllah i will try my best to perform my duties well.

My job is what i will be ask in front of Allah one day. The judgement day. Yeah i am afraid if i fail to answer it well. I dont expect every soul to understand my situation but i am hoping for people to cooperate with me. If you hate me, i am fine with that but do you love yourself? If you do something bad, even in silent, Allah still knows and each and every move and words you speak even if its only thoughts, the angles are writting it as prove of your actions or whatever. Are you not scared of God?

A new division will be form next year, InshaaAllah. I know i have hates and people gonna hate me when i am doing my job.

Rasulullah never give up even he was being treated to death. He never blame Allah for all his challenges. InshaaAllah i will do the same.

I may not be perfect and may not earn your respect but i hope for your cooperation in your grumbles. And i always pray for everyone to taste the sweetness of Iman.

If i do anything wrong, tell me. Hiding it or talk behind me will change nothing. I dont care who you are but i will consider what you will say.

Insan yang sedang menuju kebjalan mujahadah. Sedang berusaha untuk berhijrah. Sedang mencari cahaya petunjuk Illahi. Sedang cuba memaafkan setiap insan setiap hari.
This article is special for people who knows and recognise me at school.

May Allah bless you. InshaaAllah thats all for now.

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