A little down the road

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

Hey~ Well, it has been a very long month and the fasting month is in the ending season. I am not glad about it, i felt sad because only in the end of it i realize that i had missed some part of me.

The part me that love to forgive, accept everything, love to cry Allah.... There are so many parts of me that changed a lot since most of my friends changed along side with it.

I used to feel that i have a huge crowd of supporters but now i realize, the only loyal supports are Allah and my family.

I feel like a wake up call.

Things that i never expect that i never expect to happen in my life, happened. Well.... it is not good experiences, of course.

I don't expect people to accept me or back me up or just, be there for me. I used to but, it breaks my heart.

Changing into a better person is not an easy and hard.

All you need to do is just sit in a dark room and breath. Then you will realize that the only thing that you actually have is, life.

Of course you have the choice either to move on or end it. Everything is up to you. Just for you too know, you no matter what do, everything Allah already planned for you.

Nothing is a coincidence.
You have a choice in living, make your decision wisely. You don't know the future does not mean you cannot plan one.

I have a lot of stories about betrayal and broken relationship between human but i choose to put it behind my head. Telling and bragging about it will not change anything.

Having haters in your life makes you more caution in your decisions. You will know who is actually true to your or being fake in your face.

Live an extraordinary life. Discover your uniqueness. You will never know how great you are if you keep on being norma

InshaaAllah we meet again.