The Aidan of Me

Lately I have a crush on Five in the umbrella academy. Only now i googled his age and found out he is 16 this year. I mean, he do looked young but i was fooled by some other series in Netflix where 18 y/o acted as junior high school and 30 y/o acted as senior high school. I guess maybe, MAYBE he might be older than I thought. Well, I was wrong because he is indeed younger :') I dont have beef for younger boys but i don't prefer someone younger as partner. I cant deny how some of them are indeed attractive and cute. Here is some fan fiction of Aidan Gallagher. What if i choose to be with someone younger.... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 Being in high school is a huge burden for some kids especially for me. Senior year means more commitment to study and extra co-curriculum. I am complaining but at the same time, I don't really have many choices. My family could barely support my college fee so i need an impressive resume to apply for scholarship. I kissed goodbye to any sports scholarship since i had my legs injured. I used to be one of the fastest runner in Ohio but I had an accident while riding the bicycle back home from school. Hit amd run kinda situation... I was in hospital for a month, i had my leg messed up pretty bad that i need to retire from sport, literally no sport for, so far the doctor said, forever. I guess, life must have its way coming around, fingers crossed. I decided to join debate club even im not that good in debate and most of them are nerds yet i need to involve in something. I know this may sound ridiculous but I think learning about debate may open other doors. Friends? I have some. I had more before my accident but then most of them just love to be with me because of my reputation instead of being with me as a loser. Its not my fault i got hit by a car.. At least my best friend, Dalilah stayed by my side since first grade until now. She had her bad days and good days but we stuck up with each other pretty well.

Today is my first day in the club to watch a demo on debating. Senior team against Junior team. (They was surprised i applied to be a member at first but they still accept me) This house believes that girls should only wear pants to school. (omg why is the motion sound so sexist) Unfortunately, the juniors are the government. "Opening speech by Aidan" This kid stood up and he looked directly at me, he smiled. 

*BOOM! THUNDER* Wait...... am i blushing????? He started to deliver his speech. It was so smooth and hard to argue because everything he said makes sense... I left as soon as they wrapped up and i got my first assignment.

 "Hey wait up!" I turn, I saw Aidan waiving and walking towards me. 

I freeze.. "So, you're the new one, right?" "Right." "Usually the juniors got the assignments but.." 

"I guess I need to do more homework to prove myself so I dont mind." 

"I can help you out tho." 

"I'm not someone who enjoys other people do things for me. Im fine. Thanks for your concern." 

"At least let me give you a draft on how to do it. I could assist." 

"Why are you being nice to me? We barely know each other." 

 "It's a sense of duty. *smirked* Just let me help you." 

"Just emailed to me the draft. I'll be fine after than." 

"Wow, you sure know how to push people away." 

"Okay bye." 

As i walk away, I cant help myself from smiling. You know the feeling when you actually talked to your crush, yupe, that just happened. I barely know him but for now, he is cute. I walk home that day because Dalilah got to rush to her part-time job after school. We usually ride home together, she'll drive me home most of the time because i had phobia since.. you know, what happened. I finished late today, instead of waiting for my dad, i'd rather take the bus ride home. I know the station is quite far from school but i could walk now. When im alone, i usually wear headphones. 

 *In bus*

A tap on my shoulder, who the .. 

"Hi again!" 

 "Are you kidding me? Are you following me or something?" 

 "I usually ride the bus but this is the first time I saw you. I thought I could.. 

 "Look kid, I know im new and all but can you tell me what you actually want? I know these conversations dont happened with all new recruits.." 

 "Am i that obvious, huh." *I gave him the stare "Well, I saw you talking to Nancy earlier, (Oh Nancy.. Nancy was a junior in the track team and we used to run together in track. We are still kinda close, we hang out sometimes. She's nice and popular and of course pretty. Some even said shes too pretty to be in track team.) so i thought you could introduce me to Nancy sometime. We had a few classes together but she barely noticed me.." 

 "Kid....I could do that anytime so stop following me. This is my station, seriously, stop." 

 "Thanks.. Racheal. " 

 "Sure thing :)"

 I got up and left because i wanted to hide the disappointment. Actually my station is the next one but I rather take the time walking rather than lostening to him talking or begging about Nancy. The same day I had a crush on a kid, I also was rejected by the same kid. Life.