Faith

Assalamualaykum Alhamdulillah

Ya Allah, do you want me to be apart from him?

Yeah, i just knew something big. Its such a drama. I can't handle it without Allah's guide. I am too fragile for this case.

At first i just knew that Z was with someone. Then Z know about what i had knew. He called and explain everything. I was on cloud nine! But.... i just knew that actually the person that i though Z's girlfriend actually really like Z for real.

I am so caught up! I am hanging in the middle of this situation. Z already remind me never jump into any conclusion... But this time, i kinda understand the situation.

I am a girl so i understand how i feels.

If i let Z know about this, i think things will be awkward after this. Either he act normal or break both of our relationship. Or i just shut up and never let him knowing this. But i think sooner or later he will. Its just up to me to let him know that i knew about it too or just act like nothing happen.

Maybe i should just back off in the first place. I mean, they got histories together. Their family knew each other since, well, i don't know. While, me, i'm just the distraction.

He is heartless. That is the only thing i repeat in my mind. But... how will he handle this kind of situation?

My hypothesis, he will not be as how he always be after this.

Maybe i should stay away from him day by day.

If that is what Allah had written, then that will happen. If not, it will always happen as what Allah already write because this time, i just can wait and see.

I am not blaming faith. Or blaming him. I just thought, if i was moved by him, there will be someone else also was moved by him too.