My story

Assalamualaykum and Alhamdulillah

Today i have this hunch to tell you guys one of my story.

I was picked to be a leader of a group. My got my dormmates and some boys in my team. We must always handle our cafe, well its actually not a cafe, its like a dining hall. Its where we all have our lunch, dinner and supper.

So, if there was anything that involved the dining, i must handle it. Make sure everything is fine.

Most if our events were fine. But some....not really fine.

I mean, i am a girl that had to control 11 boys and 9 girls, my age.  Sometime they disliked taking any orders from me and i actually saw that. Its heartbreaking but, i couldn't just follow my thoughts. What i did best was what i had to do.

There were things that i prefer to do it myself because i hate listening to what they would complaint and whatever. Its just.....annoying. If they hate all these works, they should just quit and find others to replace them. But in the end, they did what i asked them to do. To be honest, the orders were from our teachers.

If i can effort to do it myself, i would do it. I don't like giving orders.

But our last event was a really disaster for me.

There was this girl that hate my decisions. We argued! And most of my friends had sided her. I was so mad! I had so much to do to make sure things but she thought i made all my decisions for fun. I was so stressed and i end up crying.

What surpised me, the people that i called as best friend, did not appeared to tap my back. The people i called as just friends, were the one tapping my back and making sure i was fine.

I prefer to be positive. But, not for long... Things changed drasticly.

That night we had to prepare early and be ready early. I was the last person who left the dining hall but i was the first one who arrived there. My friends were late. Even my dormmates grumbled so much. They complaint so much, its like im deaf or i was not there.

I am thankful that they coorperated but i knew that deep down, they hate me. They didn't understand my responsibilities.

What i kept from them, i actually injured that night. My foot hitted a table. It swallowed. It hurts quite bad but I tried my best to walk as normal as possible.

I could feel the vibes of hate that night. I tried to make sure everyone was fine but they just hate me so much. Even I was too afraid to talk to them.

Yesterday, the swallowed....hurts back. It's just the same feelings.

I hope you guys got some morals from the story. People can changed in just a minute even if they are your best friends. They forgot all the good in you because they were blinded my your darkness. And believe my words, it's not easy to accept that but you learn to do so. Life never stops so you just need to move on.

Some people were blinded by there friends that they don't see how much you care about them.

Always believe that no matter what happen, Allah is always there monitoring you from far away. He listens to every word you said or thought. He know what are you feeling and He understands your struggles.

He is the Best Planner so don't doubt him.

Bad things happen to good people. That's why we are good people because we have patient and we will be more careful next time.

Well people, if anyone read this. Thank you for reading until the end. And forgive me for my grammatical errors and my language.

May Allah bless you.