'Pasar Malam' And Back To School Crazy Dramas

Assalamualaikum, Alhamdulillah

I'm back after for about two weeks. I've been thinking about updating since the day i arrived home but only now i urge myself to update it.

Well, during Friday's evening my mum and I went to 'pasar malam' aka night market. I bought all the foods that i craved for sometime.

Then I saw the same 'pakcik' that will always be there selling his 'penyapu lidi'. Let me be clear. He is a blind man. He will always be at the night market since i can remember. Dia peminta sedekah. I am not here to tell everyone that he is actually asked for sympathize and bla bla bla. I do felt so sorry about him. But i will get to it soon.

Then i saw a woman sitting by the corner with a box with money inside it... In front of the box written,'Sumbangan untuk rumah anak yatim.....'

After about twice walking back and forth, i saw many faces that i never realize until now. Faces. Faces that tells us that this is the only source of their income. Faces that want to earn money from the right source and want to give the best for their children. Faces of helpful children.

I felt touched. I felt useless. Because of what i felt, there is this spirit urge inside me. It said, you must change the society. You must help the poor. You must make a change. Make sure everything change starting from you.
It is not something easy, but it is not impossible.

If Khalifah Umar al-Aziz can make sure there was no one being poor inside his country, i can be like him too. Even i am a girl.

It is actually an urge to you guys to make a change. It is not about you guys, it is about the society.

Excuse my malay: Kalau korang rasa seronok dengan harta melambak dan tak rasa bersalah membazir, sedar lah diri tu. Akhirat nanti Allah soal macam mana korang spent harta korang di dunia. Ada menderma? Ada membelanjakan ke arah kebaikan?

I felt sorry because by that time i did not bring any penny with me. I felt hopeless by only looking at them with my not-so-pretty-face. I can't even give that 'pakcik' a smile because he can't even see me...

Ok done there.

School dramas:

As usual, school drama.

First things first, i went to Melaka for school trip. As i arrived school, it was about 9pm and after Isyak prayer, they urged me to go to 'the movie night' (malam tayangan). Well, that night people hated me because i forced them to go even we were still tired from the trip. For me, if i can managed my legs to walk, why didn't they shut the heck up and just go. Me, myself did not had any advantage. Just go with the rules.

Friendship sucks:

That is when the same person take a person you like twice. What is worst, she is your friend that you thought was your best pal. She is also your dorm mate. What is worst than what you can imagine, she knew about your crush that now safe and sound become her boy friend. That particular 'guy' is your classmate. No matter what you do, you can never get away from either of them. Bare your heart. Bare your eyes.

Responsibility. (Amanah lah siot!) :

I don't have much to say. If you think you can't hang with what you are asked to do, just hang yourself and die rather than going around telling people to love you and depends on you. Please, jangan nak susah kan orang lain boleh? Depends on your team rather than all the bitches that mock you. The end.

Wise words by Me.

In this world, you learn from everyone, seriously, everyone! Reasons. Lessons. Whatever.

But please, do not depend to much from any human being because everyone has their own problem. Depends to Allah (God) because only He can makes you fell calm and ease for you to get through it.

Pray. Repent.

InshaaAllah next post with photos.