Big City. Big Bro

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah

After 3 week ehh, here i am back.

I have to much to say but i can't recall back everything that i had in mind.

But what i am focusing today is about big city and big brother.

Currently i am in Kuala Lumpur which is the capital city of Malaysia. I am actually a city girl but, just a minor city. I spend my childhood in a medium life. Let me define medium life, i am not from a rich family but we can afford the living. We don't usually shop branded stuff but sometime we can afford some. Then we develop, my elder sister and my elder brothers, they started to discover the outside world. They expose me about what they had discover, which is a good thing because it opens my eyes. I guess that's why my mind develop faster. I mean, i have many opinions about the society. Ok back to the topic.

As they discover the world, they start to 'develop' themselves. They ..... urgh....sometime they take their friends as their priority. Well, city change people. People change just like the city. They develop.

If you observe the city, first they develop until they have everything. Then, it develop more and more and more until things become kinda worse. I mean look at the city yourself. The poor become poorer and the rich become richer, the medium are struggling to maintain their position. No matter how develop the city, criminal cases still increase and in my opinion, Malaysians are developing the wrong thing. They keep on develop until they forget to upgrade. Upgrade their weak spot. Find what is wrong and fix it. Just like human.

We grow and grow. But along the journey, do we ever look at our own reflection and fix what we suppose to fix. Or at least, be different. Walk away from the same thing. Instead of looking for fame and money, look for adventures and motivations. Find and know ourselves. Learn from the society's mistake. Learn from it not follow it and repeat the same drama.

Some people, they are keen of being easy. Everything they want, they get it. My brother is someone like that. but in the end, things turn out to be..... dirty. He forget to appreciates.

Just like the city, it forget that before it become a city, it was just an empty land filled with dirt. Then people come and polished it and one day it become a big city. Now, the city itself is killing the people. People are struggling to keep up with the city developments. I know we are not suppose to blame the city because it is not a living thing and 'people' themselves are the one created the city.

I am not blaming the creator of whatever. We have the choice to do something. We had been guided but, because of the sense of selfishness, we forget. The different between human and the city, human have brain which is functions, which means, they have the choice to be good or bad. The city itself is not a living thing but something human create by the sense of deed to greed. The city itself didn't had the choice to be good or bad but turns out into whatever because of human.

I know this post is kinda complicated but i hope you guys can sense what i wanted to talk about.

We have the choices. We must be wise with our decisions.