So dream something weird last night after Fajr prayer. I only remember only half of the dream but it's good enough for me to actually write a short story regarding it.
I dreamt I talked to my friend who I barely talk even when we were in school together. He was a very popular boy because of his mysterious vibes and he was (still) good looking. He didn't socialize much with girls.
I saw him like in a gathering. He still has the cold vibes but he didn't ignore me. He even spent a lot of time with me in the dream. He was soft-spoken and a real gentleman. The fact this dream actually made me felt something, I just knew that I needed to write something about it.
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I went to a camp with zero expectations and 100% being forced. My mum told me I should make more friends, socialise. It's exhausting to be surrounded by unknown people and sing, dance with them. Well, its either that or I must stay with Grandma.
As I arrived, I saw other parents sending their children with a smile because they could come home to empty house and no trouble. I was sent to a room filled with single beds with no private space. You only have space to walk between the beds to get into or get out of the room. I guess they expect you do everything on your bed.
This camp was 5 days 4 nights. I'm not sure what was it about, maybe something about bonding souls. I KNOW IT SOUNDS RIDICULOUS.
I went out for a walk. This campsite is a typical type because it is surrounded by woods and located near the river bank. As I was walking near the water, I saw a boy who looks familiar. OMG it was Micheal. Micheal went to the same school and we had a few classes together. We never talk because both of us don't really socialize with people. What makes Micheal known in our batch is the fact he is good looking but his heart is as cold as ice. He never smiles even to teachers. He didn't join any sports but still has a damming body. This was what I heard.
I barely have friends at school. I just prefer not to have any.
Suddenly Micheal turned his back and he saw me.
"You look familiar."
Instead of saying anything back, I just walked away. I didn't feel obligated to respond to him. I barely know him. I just want to get through these 5 days without really involve with anyone.
The first assembly.
I seat with my roommates. I barely remembered their names but at least I recognize their faces. I saw Micheal from afar. I guess he had made some friends because some of them are talking to him. We were told that we needed to be in a group of 5 consists of both males and females. We got the chance to be in any group we want. As we were allowed to start recruiting other members, everyone panic. They all rushed while I just stood there. I don't mind being the last one to be picked or even being on my own. Instead, Micheal walked to me and said to his other groupmates, she's cool. I greet the other groupmates, we have Sara, Jason, Harry, Micheal and Me. We (they) voted Micheal as the leader for our group. As the leaders were called to pick our first assignment, everyone (girls) looked at Micheal. Even though we were in a different place but the attention Micheal attracted was the same.
After we finish the activity for the night, we were allowed to rest for the night. As I was walking back to my cabin,
"Racheal, wait up." (Micheal)
I just stood there while he walks towards me.
"I know we go to the same school. I hope we get along here because I barely know other people."
'Me too. I'm sorry I ignored you earlier.'
"I would do the same. See you tomorrow. Night."
'Night'
It's very surreal to have Micheal addressing me casually here. Even we barely know each other.
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Day 2
1. Jungle tracking (morning)
2. Learn about saving drowning people (after lunch)
3. Discussion about Talent Night (after dinner)
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Day 3
1. Tressure hunting (morning)
2. Canoeing (after lunch)
3. Night walk (after dinner)
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Day 4
1. Flying fox and survival lessons (morning till after lunch)
2. Free time.
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Day 5 (final day)
1. Last assembly
2. Last preparation for Talent Night
3. Talent Night
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Day 6
Saying goodbye
Let me summarise what actually happened during those days.
Day 2. During jungle tracking, Micheal almost slipped but I caught his hand. I'm not sure if I saw it right but he seems to be blushing. That night, we decided to do 'Modern Romeo and Juliet' as our performance. Obviously, Micheal as Romeo while Sara as the Juliet. I'm happy to do most of the props because I have stage fright.
Day 3. We started our tressure hunting ahead of other groups because Micheal managed to pick number 1. I felt while running to the last pitstop because I stepped on my shoelace. I hurt my knee real bad. Micheal carried me ALONE until we got to the last stop. I cried while he carries me on his back because I was afraid to see my own blood. I was given a break from canoeing because of my injuries. Micheal appeared in front of my cabin with dinner in the tapuwer. He said nothing. He just knocked on the door and left the food. I couldn't lie, it made my heart moved. I was flattered.
Day 4. We were asked to catch our own fish and cooked it. It was the first time I saw a smile on Micheal's face as he caught the first fish for our team. My careless ass cut my index finger while cleaning the fish. I immediately screamed and cried. Well, this time, Harry came to rescue because Micheal was busy fishing.
During free time, a lot of girls came to our group practice to see Micheal performing with the Romeo outfit I sew. He looked charming, thanks to me. I styled his hair like how Korean oppa would look. I'm kinda happy I see how all the props were coming together.
Day 5. Everything when well actually. We won the best bonding group because we finished the tressure hunting first. Overall, Micheal did kill his part as the Romeo and got Best Actor award for the night. The highlight of the night:
I saw girls line up to take pictures with Micheal. Instead of joining the line, I walked away. I saw the moon was bright and beautiful in the sky. The surrounding, away from the crowds while the river streams sound so loud as if it is singing. I sat near the river bay, admiring nature. Out of the blue, I hear footsteps approaching. It was, Jason.
'What are you doing here alone?'
"Just enjoying my own company."
'I barely hear you talk during our time here. The sense of mystery you had given me actually attracts some guys.'
"Oh. Well, I'm afraid it's goodbye. I barely speak because I prefer not too. Nothing mystery about me that would interest you or any other guys."
'Even Micheal finds you, hurm, different. '
"-speechless-"
'It's getting late so, get back to your cabin before you get into any trouble.'
"You go first. Jason, I appreciate our conversation. *smile*"
Jason just smiled back.
I sat there for another solid 10 minutes, I heard another footstep coming. As I turned, I saw.. Micheal.
"Do you mind?"
'Not at all. I'm about to leave anyway.'
"Can you stay?"
'Sure, why not.'
"I need to be honest with you. I think you're cool."
'I know. You said that before introducing me to your friends.'
"I mean, I mean, I admire you."
'Thanks? I'm not sure what you're trying to say.'
"Actually, I was so relieved to see you. I thought, at least I have someone to talk to. You were hopeless at first. Haha!"
'Haha.. I'm sorry.'
"No, no need to apologize. I admire how you were not afraid to be yourself. We barely know each other even after 5 days stuck together. I also aware that we never speak at school but can we give it a chance? I respect your space if you decline me. I guess I'm ready to try this out. Something out of a friendship."
'Is this a confession? I ... I think we can try it. -pause- I don't really know how this works but I guess I'm ready too. '
We didn't even look at each other while we talk. Yet, I could sense his smile.
Just like that, we got together and now, we are still together!
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