someday

 Dear self,

I'm here to listen.

Time can be tough but it'll be better. 

Here I am, listening to 2000s punk songs, relive the moments when life was easier. I remember how much I want to grow up and become an adult *insert too young too dumb to realize*. Right now  I'm 24 and earning my own money yet feel lonely and miserable. Wishing for happiness.

It is very important to pursue something you are passionate about. At least it gives you the motivation. 

I really want to write a book. Maybe a story book or something about my life. I remember how much time I spent writing and reading. Language made me happier and clearer. Then I discover science. I wish to become a scientist not knowing how long it actually take to become one. My ambition changes as I learn more. Even had a dream to become a teacher. So, kinda funny how I'm not any of those things.