The truth

Last night i cried so much until my eyes looks like panda the next day. Nyna and Larry asked about it but i just keep quiet and shut up. Then Peter come ... Please give me strength ..
"Why you stop answering my text?"
"..."
"Hey, what's wrong?"
"I need to go to class."
"But the bell not yet ring."
"I just must go."

I walk away. And my tears fall out. I never feel pain like this. Why must Peter?

This time i pull 100% focus in class. I am too tired to be bother. I start to eat alone during recess but I already explain to Nyna and Larry that i need to be alone and its not because of them. I just need some space.

I saw Peter walked towards me during recess. I just ran to the toilet and left all of my stuffs. I waited and cried in the toilet. As i walked out, he grabbed me.
"Talk to me. Why are you acting like this? You look like you just finish cry."
"I don't wanna talk. Let. Me. Go."
He let off his hands.
"Just tell me what bothers you until you never wanna look at me."
"Last night i received a phone call from Dylan. I never gave him my number but he said you gave it to him."
"Oh ... that.."
"So, its true you gave it? I knew it. I was so stupid to trust you. Now i am broken."

I just walk away.

I walk back home alone. Suddenly i bump into Dylan. He look up and see its me. He give me a cute smile and say:
"Hey, i know its you last night."
"Oh, yeah? What? You got the wrong person."
I try to walk away but he stop me with his hands.

"Just admit it. I know it was you."
"So what? How can you get my number?"
"From Peter."
"Peter who?"
"Your new boyfriend."
"Oh that Peter. He is not my boyfriend. Can you move aside cause i really need to go. I will be late and my mum will be furious about it."
"But your mum in not home am i right? Your dad coming back late so what is actually you are late for? Your date with the Chinese guy?"
"How do you know about my parents? Let me guess, Peter AGAIN? Well, yeah i have a date with him. Can you excuse me?"
I push his hands and walk away. He run and walk beside me.
"I know everything about you and Peter and all about your life! You cannot run from me."
"What is wrong with you? How do you know everything?"
He grab my hands and start to pull me into back of the buildings.
"What are you trying to do?! Help! Help!"
He puts his one of his hand to my mouth and try to silent me.
"Shut up! Or it will get worst..Shush..You know, since the first time i saw you. I was addicted to you. I just need to taste you. I know you never wanna be my girlfriend cause i already have one."
He is just too strong and i start to cry. I pray, asking Allah for help. Then i manage to bite his hand and i run into the street. He shout and chase me.

I just keep on running. Then i see a car stop just in front of me. The person inside open the window shade and i see ... PETER.

"Get inside! Now!"

I get inside. Both of us keep silent for about 5 minutes. Then Peter crack it out.

"I'm sorry about Peter. Actually he is my cousin. I stay with him and his family because my family is not in England because of business stuff. I got this car because he lives in other town. At first he asked me your number because he said he wanted to apologize something about the riding stuff. So i gave it to him because he also never act this psycho before. I never thought he would read my texts with you as i slept. I am so sorry. I never mean to hurt your feelings. I never know that you are this sensitive. I will be careful next time. And next time, can we talk first before you get mad or anything. I never ever want to lose you again. Even it had been just hours, i cannot concentrate during classes."

It takes sometime before i response. Well,i talk as we reach my house.

" I am sorry for the misunderstanding. I should ask you nicely next time..."

"Are you ok to be home alone?"
"Well, can you send me to my father's clinic?"
"Sure. Just show me the ways."

Yeah he send me there. And i introduce Peter to my dad. He seems surprise but my dad is nice to him. I am glad about it.

The next day, after school, Peter come with Dylan. I am with Nyna and Larry.

"Don't be scared Serena... I come here to actually really want to say how sorry i am. I never act like that before."
"Just stay away from me. I never want to see you again. I accept your apologize. Now you can go."

I walk away with my friends. I can see how sad and sorry Dylan was but i was so trauma about what happen yesterday.

My relationship with Peter gets better. Larry and Nyna are more close to me like before. Since that day, i never saw Dylan again. Ismael and me are like brother and sister.

Peter and my friends convert Islam after high school graduation. Their family seems fine with their decision.

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Assalamualaykum everyone~ This is the last episode about their teenage life. I will continue one episode about being adult and their marriage. I will tell you some conflicts happen. I hope everyone stay tuned and thank you so much for reading my blog. I am sorry for the spelling and the grammar errors. You guys can follow me in twitter. That's all for tonight! Assalamualaykum~