Caught up

So, as you guys remember that Larry felt for Nyna which I just knew last night. It was so shocked until i pass out. Yaiks! I was so shocked that it has to be my only best friend. Why must her not anyone else, well, in spite every obstacles we'd been through, why no me? Now i am being drama queen. Dear Allah, give me strength to face Larry and Nyna.

"Hey! Why you hang on me last night?"
"I did? My phone was dying. Sorry"
"It's ok. I hope that secret you can keep it well inside you even both of you are best friend."
"Yeah, I hm totally zip up!"
"I know i can count on you"
"Can I ask?"
"Sure, anything."
"How and when did you start to fall for her?"
"The first time you introduce her to me. Its like the love at the first sight"
"That's romantic. I am late for my class. Catch you up later. Bye"
"Bye. Remember, stay focus."
"Sure, thanks."

Oh, I just ran from him cause I can't hold my tears. I am so screwed! I must be strong! He was my first love.

"Hey! What's wrong? Anyone hit you?"
"Oh, Nyna.Nyna. I'm fine. It's just .. Something enter my eyes. It hurts a little"
"You should be careful next time."
"I got to go. I am late for class."
"See yah!"

Well, i hope not!. This time i bang my locker again.

"Hey! What is you problem! You want me to become deaf! You heard my ears, lady! Watch it!"
"I am sorry. I am so not in mood for any fight." (walk away like zombie)
"Hey, you are going to Chemist class?"
"Yeah."
"Mind if i join?"
"Nope.."

This is weird but i have no mood to argue. Let it flow, Serena.

The class when well and he really did a great job because he never argue when i asked him to do stuff. I mean, he write more then do. He loves observe than pick anything. I am happy about that! My mood turns out nice until i meet Larry and Nyna walking together and i can see their happy faces. Dear Allah, give me power to go through it!

"Hey Serena, hows your class?" -L-
"Great!"
"We are just hitting the cafe. Wanna join?" -N-
"I brought my sandwich and milk."
"Care to join us buddy." -L-
"I got a report to complete. Sorry. Got to go."
"Bye"

I am not ready to face both of them and i know i am acting stupid and weird. Both of them know that i am not a person who delays any homework. Both of them notice how strange i act. I just don't know how to hid myself. I am wrap with problem. I can't be mad at Nyna cause she don't know anything and she support me with Larry. I can't be mad at Larry cause he got rights to love who ever he want too. I am just mad at myself but i am finding someone to blame which i choose both of them. The world seems cruel but that's how it works.

While i am busy chewing my sandwich, some girls walk by to say hey. Guess what..

"Hey, so i heard you are talking to Peter."
"Yeah, got a problem?"
"Yeah. He is mine and you can't take him."
"Ok"
"Ok? That's your best answer."
"Is that nit enough? (sharpen my eyes with a wild glance)
"Sure. Remember if you cross the line, your will meet your new nightmare."
"Try me ladies. You don't know who are you talking too."

They walk away with their catwalk's walk. FYI, i am known for my glance. They said i look like a head of gangster if i make the serious face with sharpen eyes. I love it cause that keeps the bullies and cheerleaders away from me. But no one ever saw me get mad except the one that was in my first English class at the first day of my school. That's how i met Nyna in the first place cause she was the one who was so brave to calm me. How it happen?

Well, the senior cheerleaders hate me when the first time i step into the school cause they say i challenge their fashion clothes. For Allah's sake, i am wearing Hijjab cause i am a moslem not for the silly thing they called it as 'fashion'. They hide my beg before the bell rang and they hung it in front of school statue. I was so furious as i saw they laughing at me like i am an idiot! I grabbed my beg then i ran straight to them like a football player who was going for a touch down, so fast until all of the cheerleaders scream. I made the face and i hit every one of them straight at their nose until it bleed. I torn their cheerleader's cute dresses. Nyna was the one pulling me even she got bite my me. She calm me up and i was fine. I did cried. I nearly got expelled and everyone was scared of me even the teachers. Every soul that heard the story never believe it cause i am just a one meter half girl with medium size with Hijjab beat and torn dresses of 6 senior cheerleaders who is two meter quoter. Kinda impossible but i made it possible.

I made my way home as soon as school ended. I saw Nyna coming but i ran away and took the bus without her. How cruel am i? I don't have the courage to face her. Then she text me.

"Why you leave me?"
"I got to hurry. My mum said i was emergency."
"What kind of emergency? You always wait for me even your mum said that. Her emergency will always about choosing the right button or what ever. How could you!"
"I am so sorry. This time she manage to convince me that it is really emergency as she said it was my cat chocking!"
"You lying.. You never care about your cat. You said your father is the one suppose to care her than you.You never want to interfere your father's cat business. You lie!"
"Well, its a change of plan. I just need to reach house early. Why are you making this hard?"
"Me? Why are you avoiding Larry and me since this morning?"
"Oh, now you are with Larry with one voice! Give me a break. Both of you are in relationship huh?"
"What?! Are you kidding me? We just meet for recess and he bought me my meal then you said we are a couple?"
"Brought you a meal, huh? He never did that for me and FYI you guys are eating together and laughing and i don't see that me, avoiding you guys are a big problem."
"Now what?"
"Me, now what? It is suppose to be you now what! You guys go ahead and leave me ALONE!"
"Fine!"

Ten minutes later when i just cold myself after that lousy conversation, Larry text me.

"Are you mad?"
"Yeah."
"Its not her fault."
"Now my best friend is nagging my problem to you. Great! Live a happy life without me."
"I am just being nice. Is it wrong?"
"You wanna know what is wrong actually?"
"Sure."
"Its me. Its hard for me to face you guys after i know that you love her. I like you since a long time but you never notice it and felt for my best friend. It's hard for me and i hope you understand. Sorry for being mad and you and your new girlfriend and thanks for being my friend."

He didn't reply and i cry the whole night. The next day, i when to school wearing sun glasses and black clothes from head to toe. People around me think that i just came back from a death ceremony so many of them gave their condolences to me. Lucky me?

This time i close my locker just right. Then i see Larry and Nyna walking towards me and i can't escape so i pull myself to Peter and grab him away. We run together even i notice Peter scream at me.

"What are you doing?"
"Escape!"
"From?"
"Trouble."
"But you just grab one."
"Uh-oh"