Man up!

So, i had planned the first meeting with the group and Mrs Racheal told me that i am the leader. I already refuse but she kinda take no for that. So, let's face it. By the way, things going so damn complicated between me and the 3 people. Let me tell you what had happen.

So, i was walking home that day and Larry appeared from no where and stopped me. Looks like i could not ran. So i faced him.
"Serena, why are you making this hard?"
"Me? I think i had told you why."
"I am sorry. I had the feelings for you until, you introduce me to Nyna. It changed."
"Why? Why my best friend? What make you change?"
"My heart beats fat and..."
"STOP! What is the use? What are you trying to do? To hurt my feelings more? To tell me that Nyna is much better than me? That you guys needs some space to think? Well mister. In Islam, it taught me to stay patient and always pray to Allah and tell Him what ever you want to cause He is always there to listen. It taught me that Allah already set a Mr Right for me, for everyone but as human we will attract to other gender no matter you are gay or lesbian as long as you are a human. I can take that you guys like each other or you like Nyna but i need time and space to accept everything cause it happen so fast! I don't know what is your business here, stopping me from walking home but what i think is that you want my blessing or something about your relationship."
"How you know?"
"Mister, I am Serena. All gossips will reach my palm in no time. The world school knew about it. So much of secret. You are got F for acting. Its too obvious. I know that you guys don't need me or can live without me but the thing is, i can be fine but you just give me a break ok? No need to spy on me and ask around if i am doing fine. I am still in one piece and never think about killing myself for a boy."
"Serena, things change around here. We felt different when you are not around."
"Change? Different? (quick laugh) I don't know if i am missing something but the thing is now, you need to get from my way."
"Wait! Just tell me what makes you so angry until now?"
"You never understand me like you used too! You! Nyna! MAtch! You guys never bother about me or back me up after Peter screamed at me. Everywhere i go, they said i am too scary that's why you guys left. I can accept that but you never come to apologize. Nyna even get mad about me leaving her. And you back her out. I knew that you guys try to come to me but it just that one time. It was before i grabbed Peter. After that, when i met any of you, you just ignore me. You guys are so ashamed to have a friend like me? Its fine now cause i already know how to live alone!"
"You are wrong! You like to judge like we don't care but you don't know how much Nyna cried about you! How worry we are!"
"Correction, you were. I don't know because SHE IS TOO BUSY TO TELL EVERYTHING TO YOU! Cry to you! She have others friends too you know but why must she tell everything to YOU! You guys are worry sick about me but you never show it. Nothing! I am not a god who knows everything. I am also busy with my projects but i still care to know your latest news. Did i ever tell you that? Do i need too? It looks like i am better off home than staying here, yelling to you and making you realize things that you are blind off."

I just ran away with tears drop everywhere. I sobbed so much until my face turns red. I stopped by at SevenEleven because i got a headache after crying and running in the same time. This time, i met someone.

"Can i have paracetamol?"
"Its over there."
"Thanks."

As i walked toward the paracetamol section, i almost felt because i am having a headache. But someone catch me, for sure.

"Hey, be careful."
"Thanks."

I took it and pay. I walked out from the store. I am too busy to eat that pill so i don't bother to look around. Then someone stop ride his motorcycle and stopped in front of me. I mean, really in front me and almost hit me.

"Its me. No need to be scared but i think you need a ride."
"No thanks. I am fine walking."
"After catching you just now, i know that you are not capable to walk alone."
"I'm fine. My house is just nearby."
"Hop on, miss."
"My dad's gonna be crazy if he saw me with you."
"Why should he? He should thanked me because i am the reason you are going to reach home safe."
"I think i am crazy to actually agree with that. Fine, but FYI black belt."
"Whatever lady. So where is your house?"
"5th street. The one with blue fence."

He gave me a ride home. I didn't knew why but i felt safe with him. For once, my worries disappeared.

"Thanks. I wish i know how to repay your good deed."
"You are welcome. You don't have too. But i at least know your name and school."
"Tell me yours first."
"I am Dylan Radcliffe. From Castlehigh and i am 16."
"I'm Serena Sebastian form Eastern Highschool. And 15 and half. It's not my birthday yet."
"It's nice meeting you."
"Thanks again but i think i got to go."
"Can i have anything that can reach you?"
"Well, i don't think so. If we meet again i will give you if we don't, means we have no fate together."
"You believe in fate?"
"For an attractive guy like you, i need fate."
"Ok, bye then."
"Bye."

I knew that was kinda weird to suddenly being a girl who believe in fate. I do believe in fate. My guts tell me that i am gonna meet him again. So let see.

I had my classes well. I quitted my English class and i entered the drama class. And I am ready for the meeting.

"As you guys know, we have the competition in the end of the month so i need everyone to pull your socks up and roll up your sleeves. We need to rock this!"
"What is gonna be our routine?"-N-
"Well, we made maths questions that Mrs Racheal will give up. We discuss, we google up the strategy and everything will be about numbers."
"When are we going to meet again?"-L-
"Everyday, and during weekend we will be meeting at the library. I had book a special section for us."
"Why are you in-charge?"-P-
"Because Mrs Racheal asked me too and if you had problem with that it is not mine to worry but yours. If you are not happy,you can leave the team. Any other question?"
....
"Great, see you guys tomorrow at the library. Anything else can text me. Bye"

It was great! I am man up! I can face them!