The story start when..

I was sitting in Biology class right next to the window. I used to focus in class and rise my hand anytime Mrs Locks pop a question but today something distract me and i am staring at a person who i never know.

He was wearing a blue shirt with stripes on it and his hair is like Liam the Miley's ex fiancee. He had a green eyes with a guitar beside him. He is looking at his phone while his ears are plug with headphones. He is actually shaking his head following the beat of the music. I don't know why but i can't take my eyes off him.

I know he exist in the school but i never stand a chance to actually see him with my own eyes. I heard a lot about a new guy who move to this town last week but i am too busy to interfere about it. Girls are damn fanatic of him and my best friend talked about him like... every time we hang out. She said about his eyes and hair which really match my eyes. I mean, it looks exactly like what she said.

Today, i take a white flag cause i cannot deny why the girls gets crazy about him. Oh, he is so attractive!

While im busy dreaming and floating in the air, i think i heard someone called me and some laugh sound. Pak! Mrs Locks throw her duster and hit my head! Ouch! I am so screwed!

(Ring!) Luck the class is over.... I get a warning to stay focus in class.

Time to introduce myself! My name is Serena Sebastian. My name did not shows that i am a moslem but i am a moslem and i wear Hijjab. I was born in Malaysia but i am living in England with my family. I had blue eyes like my dad and i skin tone is light chocolate like nescafe. Maybe like latte. My mum was a Malaysian but she married to an England guy, my dad. I had a sister who is living her medic life in India and i got a brother who staring a freshman at New York. Me, still solo and living in London.

My dad was the dentist while my mum works as a designer. Its weird to find out that he married he dentist but that creates my siblings and me. I had no interest in medic nor teeth nor clothes. I just like to smile and wear what ever i want.

Well, enough about me cause i think i had a new chapter of life that i never imagine of.

They say, its a love at the first sight. For me, maybe.

I go to my locker and start bagging me head. I felt so ashamed and my face is burning. I take a really deep breath and I start motivating myself by looking at the mirror. People said i am crazy but let them.

"Serena, its just a small joke. Better be ready for your next class then off to home. Remember to stop by and say hye to Larry. Larry not ... that ... green eyes ... thing!

I just slam my locker's door.

"Hey, watch it!"
"Sorry.. (without looking)"
"Hey, wait! You are the person who stare at me by the window?"
" (eyes wide! Looking back. Slowly. Eyes still round) *busted"
"I still remember your face"
" You got the wrong person. (straight away ran without looking back)"

Looks like someone is in trouble.

How can i not notice that he saw me.. I think i am in hall of shame for the rest of the year.

(Lunch time with Larry)

"hey..why you look so gloomy? come on, share up"
" well, i think you know the story from the rumors, right?"
" what? i don't think so. i heard zero rumors"
" (sigh) well, i stare the green eye guy by the window in my biology class and was busted by mrs locks. everyone laughed. that person got the locker next to me and he saw me staring and him. i felt so shame of myself."
" hurm, at least you know that you need to be careful next time. so, you know about Peter?"
" who?"
" the green guy you said. his name is Peter Bucksherck. he just move to town. his name is an engineer and his mum is a housewife. they are my new neighbor."
" you kidding me!"
" true story"
" now what? my new lab partner? "
" see it for yourself"

I don't know why but what i guess is true. I go for my Chemistry class and i got him as my new lab partner. the previous one ... she can't cooperate well with me as she said i am too selfish doing everything. i love working alone because i just want things to be right. can anyone agree with me. thank you!

" i'm sorry about what happen."
" ok"

That is the only conversation that happen between us.

After school, i when home with my best friend, Nyna.

" i heard you talked with him"
" who? Peter?"
" yeah.. you are such a lucky girl"
" its been a week he move here but only today he appear to be my new lab partner. lucky? its embarrassing."
" forget it. he never talks to anyone except for boys. he ignore every girl in the school even the hot one. i though he was gay but you prove im wrong."
" Subhanallah.. For Allah's sake, can we pass on this topic"
" Fine.. anything about Larry?"
" Not much. Why?"
" You should tell him that you love him kiddo. I know he feel the same with you"
" About that ... he is my friend. I just wanna stay friends. If i tell him, either we will be couple or things gonna become weird between us"
" It worth a risk. Trust me"
" Nyna ... i love him. But i love our friendship more. If he feels the same way, he should be the one admit to me and be a gentleman"
" Its not wrong to make the first step"
" I understand that but i cannot risk our friendship."
" Its fine. Do what you think its right"

My conversation with Nyna really spoil my mood that night. I pray to Allah to make myself more calm and do the right thing. Actually i had crush on Larry since i was in high school. He likes to ask me about Islam. We share so mush interest together. Sometime i think that we are a couple. My parents know about him so as his parents know about me. We spend most of the time together but the weird thing is, we don't go to any class together. He taught me how to play guitar. We study together. We dream together. But, we never admit about our feelings. We never talk about it. He never mention that he had crush on anyone so as i. I only share with Nyna. I even don't know if he had anyone besides me. He know Nyna but we use to hang out without Nyna, just the two of us. Its complicated.

(phone's ringing)

"Salamualaikum. Serena's here"
" its larry here. nyna called me and she said you have something important to tell"
" what?!"
" slow down girl. spill it out"
" nothing. seriously."
" when you said nothing always means everything"
" misunderstand"
" its fine if you don't wanna share. i got something big"
" what is it?"
" i think i had fall in love"
" with?? (so shock!)"
" let just keep this between us ok"
" sure. i mean, of course"
" Nyna "

As i heard that name, my phone slip of my hand. I can barely heard anything else. I hearts pounds so fast. I am sweating. The next thing i know, i black out!