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How can i start talk about him? Hurm, he is definitely special. A good friend too! I think one of the first guy that actually accept me for who i am as a whole.

If you had been following me in my Twitter you know i mention about him countless time. He used to be my crush for this pass few weeks. Its funny how i look back and remembered that we just knew each other about 3 weeks ago and now we are like best friend!

We were in the same group for one of my subjects. When we actually held our first discussion i was super nervous because he would look at me almost all the time as he explained. I mean, maybe because I was literally next to him. Maybe.

Then, I just decided that i wanted to be paired with him to work on our subtopic. We started to text each other due to working. Then, after sometime, we just realize how much in common we had. Since that i actually had crushed on him.

We were very honest with each other. We would tell each other almost everything now. Almost.

Even we disagree about some things related to our grouping assignment, we still come out with mutual understanding. I would love to observe him whenever i had the chance. Even if he caught me looking at him, he would just smile! LOL ikr

He is very caring person. He would try his best to help and to be concern about most of the stuffs. As we know each other personally, i was totally falling for him until the day, we talked about our social accs, he asked me how to search for this mystery girl's twitter. I almost drop my jaw....

I could hear the sound of crack deep down.. LOL Then i understand that he is indeed looking me as a friend. A good friend, thus a good friend what i will be. The thing i, he barely realize that some of his actions actually made me flattered. Well, you have to understand how slow a guy could be :')


The way he remembered the small details.
The way he would smile at me and how he made those hilarious faces.
The way he would try to comfort me that its okay to do it this way.
The way he would tell me what he will do next so that i dont have to wait.

And how my friends keep on telling me how cute he is. I mean, i know!

Yet the sparkles disappeared in a blink of an eye.

As i understand how he look me as a friend, every gestures that he showed i know that it is just as a very good friend.

We still argue, our argument irritate others.
How close we are made others thought we as more than friends.

Yet, we know that we are just good friends.

Am i suppose to be sad? Am i suppose to give up? It had been 3 weeks only, i bet its just nothing.

Today, we got closer, i mean, the friend way.

We handled the booth (our group assignment) most of the time together. Even we decorate and prepared the booth together, we would work together! You can imagine how close we had become. We were decorating it after 9pm so it ended about 1am, he actually accompanied me to buy some drinks and we walked together to our blocks. He tried to cheered me up last night because i was so exhausted and sleepy.

He would actually answer all of my ridiculous questions. I mean, duh, how can you not like this guy after you know him this close?!

Today he treat me Subway because he made me missed my lunch on last Monday. At first, honestly i am not even sure if I should actually go out just both of us. Yet, we were not even sure who to ask to come with us. In the end, after some talk and such, he said we should just go for it. I told him that if he dont want too, i would be fine. I mean it! We could find other day, I would be fine.

I mean, he is like the only guy that had seen how terrible i would look throughout the day.

Well, i think i have a lot to think about.