Modern Love Story

You see, a boat sail peacefully until one day suddenly the weather change, heavy rain, lighting! Of course the boat would be in horrible state, right now, the owner is wondering should she take the pieces and fix it or should she just buy a new one? Of course it will take more time to find the right boat that suits her taste, some may last longer, some may not, it will all become a new risk. Fixing is also a risk because it will not work as well as it used to be, it might sink terribly while cruising.

Life could be full of shit or nothing. It is actually hard to enjoy one. Sometimes you wonder, what is your mistakes? Why God just have to test us in that way? I guess, He just wanted us to step out from the comfort zone and rethink all the decisions we made. You know when you are in examination hall and they allowed you to ask questions but not the answer so the teacher will give you doubts like, im not saying its wrong but you need to read the question carefully. You be like, fuck it..

i guess the first year of relationship, honey moon phase. y'all less than 1 year relay is just a trial relationship. The second year, more to you reconsider things because it is much better compromising it than blaming and wanting more. Your 3rd year, i guess figuring it out about the whole concept of relationship. I mean, this phases may differ per individuals but this is just opinions.

You talked about family, where you wanna start your life together, how many kids you're considering, maybe their names (just for fun), where you see yourself in like 10 years or 40 years coming. Shit like that.

Of course the most biggest doubt would simply slipped into your freaking mind. Is he/she the one?

Let me lecture myself about that.

Even married couple could divorce and find someone totally new and they would say, he/she is the one after all those years money and time spent with the wrong one.

It all goes back to, why do you stay?

It is because of the duration or the money you had spent or the fact he/she is stable?

You see, love is not enough. Love cant get you food, shelter, diapers, milk, groceries, furniture etc.

So, why do you stay?

Do you want more? Is the person not enough?

You start to freak out more.

If you reach a point where it is very hard to be honest and talk to each other without hurting them, it must be something.

Now, you wish life could be better as a game. The more experience you have, you could just unlock the next clue. Then automatically you know your next move.

Unfortunately, your own life is shaped by all the decisions you made. It evolved around that.

So, whats next?