The heart is talking

Assalamualaykum, Alhamdulillah..

Am I someone who always ruin everything? I am such a worst friend? Why I always want more than what i already have? Boyyah?

I am always in the mess. I just so touched that you actually think of me. But, you are actually disappointed about me. Sometime I hope you just shout at me and get mad rather than ... be disappointed.

*speechless*

I feel damn bad for making you .... like that. Maybe you are right, i shouldn't be so friendly in the first place.

But i don't blame the fate. Allah always give the best, remember?

I am happy that i actually met you. Had been your classmate. Saw your eagle eyes. Spent time text you. Read all you quote. I actually watching you growing up. From a little boy to a mature man. To experience all this mess. Because it actually teach me to grow up. Maybe i can be more damn careful next time.

Fall for the guy.

Be a better friend.

Be more honest.

Never be an actor.

Less care.

Be more selfish.

Work harder.

Participate in more curriculum activities. Maybe not.

Hide your sadness.

Be more careful.

Grow up!

Maybe there are so much that i learn and so much i want to experience. If all this thing happen for my good, Alhamdulillah. Allah loves me. He wants me to be in the right path.

#np #RogerRabbit #SleepingWithSiren